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OKAY> FINALLY!

2008-03-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

Great.
FINALLY!
i get to log in to this freaking account once more.

It been few months already that i couldn't log in at all. AT ALL!

Bad blogger.com

Wanted to annouce that i won't be using this account frequently. Due to i don't know when will be the next time that it band me from logging in. BUT, if i feel like using, i might, and depends if i could log in or not.

For now, i'm constantly on lifejournal
. because it doesn't have problems with the log in.

If friends would wanna keep track on me, do come visit. if not, forget that i even have this blog la. don't come here already. It's dusty and spideywebby.

Happy 2008

2008-01-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

Happy 2007, Happy 2008
and it's still us!
I'm very glad for how we never let each of us down no matter what happened in between. We gone tru bunch of laughters, as well as big big conflicts. But, hey, it's still the same old us in the end. I really really do appreciate it very much. For the friendship we build. And i cheerish all of you girls and guys!

No matter what changes we will face in future. I hope everyone of us still grab on the bond we have and HANG-OUT like we used to all time!

*poor karen couldn't join us for this year. BUT, no fear, we still loves you much! and you're one of us forever yah!

Happy to have you all...
Happy New Year!

Kelantan Trip plus new year!!

2008-01-06T08:19:00.000-08:00

Ya hooo!
It’s the year 2008!!!!!

Muaha, 2007 is such a super fast-past year! GOSH. The countdown we went last year in Genting was like yesterday. Well, this year is still with the same bunch of gang, lesser of course, but the venue is very much interesting. It’s KELANTAN!

I’ve just came back from the respected hometown of dear Gan Yew Chin and Teoh Hooi Sim, KELANTAN. It’s a 2 days 2 night Kelantan PLUS 2nights on travel trip. Overall it’s very fun and funny, fill with laughter and tragic somehow. *ask Ng Chee Kin larh!

Hmmm... big thing of this trip is mainly for it's FOOD!
been eating here and there all over Kelantan! Since Yewchin, Belle keep telling us how great is all the food over their hometown, there's no way we miss it man!

Okay, I did take a picture of myself wherever i go. just to practice what if i'm gonna travel to places in future all by myself. I guess, i'll just be able to take photos like this la... Lonely nyer!

Hmmm... about the interesting places around Kelantan....
Temples and temples only kua. That's what our tour guide brought us. Stand, Sit and Sleep Buddha also we went visit d! Muaha, but their culture were very much influence by Thailand's culture. Maybe because Thai is just on the other side. Then, we went to the nearest beach of KB, PCB, Pantai Cahaya Bulan for our countdown night. A cool pantai! Love the horizontal of the sea... so calm peace and clean!

Anyway... MUST give super big credits to the 2 host of this Kelantan TRIP!
We thanks you so much for the effort and treats you guys made.
Dear Gan Yew Chin and Teoh Hooi Sim!
Terima Kasih!!!

My Chemical Romance Concert.

2007-12-11T07:33:00.000-08:00

Gosh gosh…..

Haha, as my friend should know that I could not online lately. But I just feel like expressing my feelings so much. Therefore, I’m actually typing this by Microsoft Word, and pending to blog it once I could online.

MUAAHHHAHA…

Simply because… I’ve just finished My Chemical Romance concert!!!

WEEEEEEE HAAAAAA

I could not find words to describe my feelings now. HAHAHA. It’s just super HAPPY, super EXCITED, super DISSATISFIED, super UNREAL.

I actually saw Gerard in front of me. Singing and dancing and talking right in front of me. MUAHA. Can you belief it?!!!! It’s so UNREAL. As if I’m dreaming. But, he’s really so super charming, super cute, super funny.

*over-used super. SORRY!

*yah, i know, i look very messy, ugly. BUT, you need to understand that the whole concert was drizzling or even, RAINING. I don't even know if that's rain or sweat, i'm just very WET!

haha, i shot dear Gerard Speaking. HAHA. happy!

I felt dissatisfied because, the obstacles that happen. Haih, terpaksa go for grandfather birthday family lunch at IPOH, which made me reach Stadium Merdeka at 6pm! It’s FREAKING 6pm okay… DAMN it. If there’s no lunch, I’ll surely go there latest by 4pm! Even earlier, I’m willing. Although my ticket is the front-est zone, but it’s still free-standing… that’s why, need to go there earlier in order to be on front-est row of the front-est! HAIH…. Cannot d lor… Ended up, there’s a lot of people already. BUT, still not too bad la, my position was 4-5rows behind the first row. Gee is still visible and could see his expression and all la. PHEW…

Dissatisfied… is because, the concert is so SHORT. Only last for like 1 ½ hour. Short also nevermind la… the stage design is over simple and simply, just a big cloth behind. The stage is so small. The team of MCR were not really well-dressed. As they should dress at least the Black Parade’s costume? Those glamorous and smart ones? BUT, they were very casual, and they only wear a single outfit till the end. HAIH… But, maybe this is my first time band-concert. I guess it’s memang like that la… Unlike those pop-singers which need glam stage and outfits. The music is the big thing… other than that, it’s less-important. Hmmm, maybe….

But, if put those ‘packaging’ aside… the music is REALLY SUPER! (super again!) Great lead-singer Geee~ He’s stage performance really has nothing to complain! So very in-to shouting, singing and making all of us HAP(happening). The emotion that he delivers has such power and impact that is so him. Yah, it’s so Gerard Way. Nobody else has that kind of energy and impact. I LOVE HIM! (tho, his married, but I don’t mind. HHAHA)

Other like Frankie, Mikey, and Toro were great as well… haha, Toro swings his hair like chi-xin man, so funny. HAHA.

When it’s about to end, Gerard said Mikey told him something and he agree with it so much, that is… ‘We’re the greatest band in the world’ YEAHH!!! REALLY!!!! TOTALLY AGREEE!!!! Seriously, to me, there’s no other band as great as MCR.

My goodness, 1 ½ hour is so not-enough. But I wouldn’t say it’s a waste of my 200+ ticket for just 1 ½ hour. It’s worth so so much for me. I get to see my favorite band, get to accomplish one of my dream, which is meeting Gerard Way in person. (tho, it’s not really face-to-face.) HAHA. I do really appreciate them to ran so far away from home(New Jersey) to Malaysia and perform 1 ½ hour for us. Love them.

The next round when they have new album and will start their concert tour around places. I do really really really wish I could go all the way to America, any state I don’t mind, as long as it’s the most-up-to-date performance. Because, for them to come Malaysia… it takes freaking 1 year or more. The whole BlackParade thing is no longer strong or they don’t even perform with theme… Gerard even have his hair grow longer and aint not blonde anymore… Bob the drummer were absent… Not so original 100% My Chemical Romance / The Black Parade tour lor… I really will travel all the way, when I earn enough. Muahahahaha. 2 years time? I WILL. *gotta start my MCR-America-Tour-Fund.

Okay, again. I still LOVE MCR! FOREVER!

2007 is ending so soon

2007-11-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

Masa yang berlalu dalam SEKELIP MATA!

Haih, time really passed like... i dunno, FAST! see, it's end of 2007 d laaaa... Damn, left only a freaking month. I promised to accomplished few stuff within this year gah... like gam fei, serious in work.... did i accomplish ah? DID not lor... gam fei part... DIE la.. i must at least cut down abit before 2008!!! ARH.. stress... bo chap d la... well, gam fei is my every year must punya wishes or Must-Do list la..

Okay, as time passed real fast. Irene leave us for nearly a week d lu... (she went LA, US) Hmmm, how do i feel ah? Normal eh... well, i thought i won't be used to it for some period la, but out of my surprise, it's okay wor... Funny is the before she fly i felt more upset than she really went off d.

byebye la~
all the best yah. Muacksss

KLIA airport.

Hmmm, memang is like that la, treat like she went back hometown for a longer holiday lor... no problem gehhh. And BABI her la, that day chatted with her, say later going Hollywood for sightseeing... Ish, syok nyer. For her in LA, it's like 'eih, let's go Hollywood yam cha la' That type eh!!! gom song..... >< WHEN's MY TURN to do so....

Hmmm, remember i said i crave to go out and travel around the big world outside. Now, not so lu... From Irene's departing, i really don't feel like leaving yet. It seems hard for those who cares and love me, expecially my dearest mother and sister and brother... If any of them were leaving overseas for a long period, it'll be so hard for me. And so, i know they'll feel the same for me if i'm leaving. Not to forget mentioning my dearest friends ler? Hmmm, and leaving places i know the best, people i love the most, it's not happy at all lor. :( YAH, i know i'm contradicting myself la. I'm the one who said, MUST go out of Malaysia. and now i'm saying, NO NO, can't leave people i love. HAIH. I always don't know what i want la. BUT, well, there's no need to worry about all these unnecassary stuff first la. Coz, I also no chance to go oversseas yet. HAHA.

Hmmmm, i'm basically taking my own sweet time right now. To chill and relax.. from 6pm until now, midnight.. i'm just doing nothing but my normal daily routine, chat ah, music on loud ah, browse deviantart ah, frienster ah, facebook ah, blog ah, photo edit ah, .... muaha, i really can spend whole day doing that lor... and loving to do so too. Just because i have a over hectic days before it. Sleepless night and backache. Damn the plastic chair i'm sitting now. >< I swear i'm gonna get a nice comfy chair in my future room!!!!!

So, the big big portfolio website project is... 'pionk poink' DOWN d!!! happppy~ altho, didnt know what grade i'm gonna get, at least i finished it in time. Good or Bad, not my concern d la.. AH, left only... the i-still-don't-know-what-topic geh Pinky presentation, KTM treasure train and PoLi's Broucher!!!! GA YAO!

OHM OHM OHM. rain down on me.

Owh, countdown MCR. Muaha, coming sooooooon. 09thDec.

And, i'll treasure my last month in 2007! :)

what i want.

2007-11-22T10:25:00.000-08:00

What i want from art?
or design.
to make money
or to make a difference
or to make world a better place

But, how would art really help to make world a better place?

There's alot happenning around us, is either you care or you don't. Artist or maybe designers could only create awareness about it. Bringing out these topics to the surface and force people to look at it and face it. But, then? what would happen next.? is there any difference made? Did people change their act? Did world become a better place?

There so many people out there doing awareness work. To remind people. Like let say, great movies with great ideas to make people aware of some social or polution issue, V for Vendetta... The Day After Tomorrow... But after all... people just treat it as a movie, a movie to entertain, for pop corns, for dating. And, how much of them see all these ideas seriously and start taking action to make world a better place?

Or say, S.O.S / Live Earth / 7.7.07 act. which is such a big event that crossover with so many countries, just to convey one message. Global warming. Well, it is really a big one. But, people were just concern about the entertainment part. Okay, they might start to be alert that earth is facing serious Global Warming. But in the end.... will they really take action to react towards this issue?? I'm talking about normal people like normal housewifes, taxi drivers and all... They might leave all this issue aside and concern more on their own living problems. I mean, in the end... it'll just be something like... 'who cares?!'

It applies just the same like the content of Joseph's talk today. He has such great ideas, great thoughts and impactfull ways to create awareness of our thinking. But, how much will it really convey to everyone?! Isn't too hard?
Although i totally salute and understand the art4soul's action and were really impressed and greatfull that there's people who were putting so much effort to make others think. But i'm just upset that it seems like it's not possible for everybody to get the message.
after all, only designers/artist who appreciates it? Like my mom and sister... they seriously don't quite give a damn on what's happening around. they care more on how to live a good life.

Of coz, Nobody to blame. In fact, this is reality.
And it's advertisement which blinds people. All the huge globalization brands.
It's the over flow of entertainment news who made people beeing more concern on what's Paris Hilton doing lately,
rather than other important issue.

All these were distracting them from what's really happening.
And me, as designer, were responsible of.
No wonder Joseph said he hates what he's doing. refers to his job maybe? But additionally loving to do stuff to pay back society through art4soul?
It's ironic because, it's contradicting.
Imagine you're advertising something to make the public prioritize it so badly, but it's not nessecary at all. Brand concious, main stream living will. Cheating and blinding them seems to be part of our job.
But on the other hand..we're trying to ask people to concern less on those and please be more allert on global warming... human rights... religion and belief?

I found it really hard. No wonder it's driving designer crazy. And isn't it needed to think of what i really want from art?

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This is written after the inspiring talk from Joseph. Yah, but it's just very my own opinion and thoughts. As i really think it's contradicting. And it seems to be so hard to influence all people. If we give up... who will be responsible to visualise all these issue to the public effectively? But if we keep doing... will it be just another waste of energy?

well...

2007-10-27T13:21:00.000-07:00

Haha, i'm so greatfull towards blogspot that i post the third one for today. BREAK MY RECORD. LOL.

Anyway... this is suppose to be a non-title post. Because, i don't really know what to talk about... and didnt know what mood i am in... maybe a lil bit emo, lil bit blank... arh.. i don't know.... Hmmm.. just wanted to type something... forgive me for wasting your time. don't read if you don't feel like.

ARH, lately was really doing quite good. I mean in my assignments... NOT to say i'm getting good grades... it's more about my attitute... I've change a lil bit somehow if compare with my last sememster... Still a slacker... but, i did follow up progress and did my job so far. and i'm doing it happily! I realized, i need to slack for a term, then regret for not doing well... SO that i will self-examine and promise myself to work harder in the next term... Then, when i really did work harder in the following term, i'll relax and infact, over relaxed in the next term which made me doing badly.... so it goes like, one term serious, one term slack, one term serious, one term slack. GOSh, haih yoh.... it means i keep making the same mistake. That's the biggest failure of human beeing... ARH, i must must must, friends and family... remind me.. i left only one term, so if i'm having good attitute this term, i must keep it up and even improve but not going downhill!!!

HAIH, today is a total relax man. i didnt do anything but waste my day. Well, giving myself a break from what i've gone through the whole week. So much happened... i need time to think it through and digest.

Well, in this case, i hate myself for thinking too much sometimes.... Giving all possibilities towards an issue and analyse it kao kao. Can i just throw it aside and let it be naturally.... ARH... my mind need to stop thinking.

I don't know la...
do i need to conclude it?
but i don't know how la...
so, that's it la...
for the random and non-purpose post.
i just want to type, as i said.

I love MCR

2007-10-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. well, remember about my obsession towards MCR!! it never faded yet!!!! muaha, and.... the great great great great x 100 news is that......... THEY WERE FREAKING COMING TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!

haha, So happy can die man!

Refer back to my april post ' I love MCR ' .... i did mention about this....

" if MCR is coming to MALAYSIA... gotta tell me, i'll FOR SURE<100%> go for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

HAHA, can you imagine!!!! i couldn't not!!! i don't know how to describe my feelings now... i can't find a word.... They were really really really coming!!!!! I'm gonna see Gerard singing LIVE in front of me... oh my god!!!!!!!!

In fact, i knew they were comfirm going to Sg before this, then i thought they cancel to stop by Msia. Well, abit upset, but it didnt' stop me from going... i've already planned to go sg, which is so far, the nearest stop for their concert that i'm able to go. THEN, it's like fated, when ningli was flipping the newspaper yesterday, i was doing something else, suddenly, as if there's light or what, i saw the small little corner of the newspaper... reporting about MCR. GOSH, i straight away snatch the newspaper from ning and read abou it....

And, it's says that they were COMFIRM coming to KL on 9th December in Staduim Merdeka.... OH MY GOD. straight away... i called up the hotline they provided and get to know detail of the tickets and all.... MUAHA. they said today 27/10 will be having a launching day for the ticket selling, and all tickets will be given 20% discount just for today.! MY GOD. how on earth that i can miss this man! NO NO NO.

HAHAHA. so happy i made it. I got the tickets d!!!! YEAH, i'm comfirm going d. I'm on the train d! I'm COMFIRMED!!!! no doubts, no worry about ticket sold off... NOTHING GONNA STOP ME now... only one thing, if i'm dead before the concert. CHOI... want die also after the concert PLEASE!!!!! CHOI CHOI CHOI... no die no die... *pray pray*

GOsh, i'm so excited, so happy. Maybe towards others, it's an stupid act of dumb ass girl fans. But, haih, i don't care about what people thinks. You guys just don't understand how much MCR meant to me. and you don't have to, in fact. That's my own concern! I've said before, I need to at least once happen to go for MCR concert in my lifetime.

hahaha... i even dreamt about going to MCR's concert last night. And, damn funny about that dream, i've got the chance to follow some video crew team to go behind the stange and interview Gerard Way and others.. SO CHI XIN. but, how good if my dream were to come true... HAHAHA.

happy birthday miss sunshine

2007-10-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

Great, clap clap la kawans... no need to see wentworth miller everytime you open my blog la...

well, see my chatter box also like kesian, you guys punya conversation not more than 3 words, which become so short lately...

okay la, i simply update something la...

Not simply la, ooppps, sorry din din. It's about her b'day, which is on 17/10. *long ago d la.* now only free to post some pics about it....

Well, it's quite rare to see four of us together, it's always one missing, sometimes two... So, i do really treasure every time when we could gather around. Haih, miss the secondary days where it's always us, and us no matter what. But eventually, everyone of us meet new gang of friends in life and we were not doing anything together like we used to. So, haih... can meet up once in a while memang happy la.

Another thing about us, it's really greatfull that we never change even so many years. We still keep our sampat-ness so well! hahaha, maybe we were not like that in front of new friends, but back to our gang... still the same la. SEE, we can pose like chi xin all over the place, even in front of the toilet, set timer and there goes another shot. GOSH. crazeee kawans...

haih, i'm so gonna miss the time we were together...... Later Irene will be going off to LA for her winter exchange programe, then next year around August Dindin will be leaving to persue her studies in US, then we no longer gonna stay together... HAIH, sob.

happy birthday miss sunshine.

2007-10-27T03:52:00.000-07:00

oh my god. Wentworth Miller.

2007-10-10T11:42:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD.

i'm melting... awww....

Wentworth Miller is way too HOT for anybody. Oh My, so freaking speachlessly... oh~ can't find a word for him... he's more than perfect... ARH!

HAHAHA. LOL

Okay, way too over, i know... but, that's true. I can't help myself not thinkin about him man. Owh... *blush blush*

This man over here had reached the highest ranking of my dream guy. He's No. 1. No longer Gerard Way, nor Daniel Wu. Muaha, he's Number One sekarang.!!!! *felt sorry for Gerard and Daniel... hmm, i still love you guys, just after Wentworth Miller. :P* I'll have to name him in all the qualification of my perfect man in the previous post. 1 till 8, it's Wentworth Miller.

Muaha, puke huh, guys. But, hell yah, i'm super addicted now. Towards him. The best part of my daily routine is sitting in front of my pc and watch him in Prison Break. Hohohoho.... I knew i'm outdated towards this hot series, as it's a 2005 series.
Yah, just started season one few weeks ago, SO?! Better still, i don't have to wait till i forgotten how hot is Wentworth Miller to contineu the season two! BUT. I'm now... here in the position where by i FINISHED season two d!!!! SHIT. Season 3 just releast until epi4... *cry-cry*

D: Time to call off my obsession towards Michael Scofield. (Wentworth Miller). Yah, i should, because i hardly concentrate on my assignments and classes... All i know is just PRISON BREAK, damn.

But, a little bit upset for the story... Because it's like never ending... It's all about thousands of obstacles, problems and walls that block Michael Scofield in his great planning of escape... But it's also fun and great to see him solving all of it. I guess that's the attraction of it. I personally don't quite like Season 2 la. Because it's so tiring seeing him running and running againts the cops. URH. And hardly see his great widsom of the plans like we used to see in season 1. But i guess season 3 will be interesting, because the audience had a clearer view towards all the character in it and how they interact with each other during the new plan to escape Prison Sona! *haha, i watched epi 1 of season 3 d! But i'm gonna stop right now, i'll wait till it's finished then only start watching and it'll be a 18 weeks more.*

The best thing i love in Prison Break is Michael and Sarah. Muaha, love to see them together, love to see how Michael cares, talks and kisses Sarah. Damn, so sweet so mesmerize can take away a girl's soul!! <3 BUT. unfortunately, real Sarah, which named as Sarah as well is not gonna participate in Season3!! Because she was pregnant. and she need to take care of her baby. GOSH, the story will goes like having Sarah dead i heard, HOW COULD IT BE! Haih, so sad fot this news man... they were so meant to be together... i hardly imagine Michael with someone else... NO NO NO!

Feeling abit lost and empty... :( No more Prison Break to watch, No more Wentworth Miller to see d... have to wait for 18weeks... owh, that's way too long la.... But, yah man, I'm on my week 5 now... and i can't keep on beeing addictive la... Need to get back in track of those assignments. HAIH. reality, sucks huh.

Last thing in this post.

I love Wentworth Miller. Nobody but him *evil laugh*

I do my TAG.

2007-10-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

okay okay. i do my tag now ya, uchin!

THE PREFECT LOVER

RULES
- The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
- Has to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
- If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
- Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1
First of all. I prefer male, MAN. of coz. BUT, i won't say that i'll never fall in love with a female... well, that's always possibility in everything, kan. Anyway, don't get me wrong, i'm still a hetrosexual.

2
My man must be taller than me, bigger size than me but not fat la. It means fit as well as thick. Refer to the previous post, the coffee prince's leng chai, the male main character. Itu body, i suka. yumyum.

3
For the face, must have eyes that talks, saying 'i love you' all the time to me. MUAHA.
anyway, LENG-CHAI is very important for me. Must be good looking. Refer to Daniel Wu.
that type of mesmerizing eyes and thin sexy lips.
oh, melting.

4
He must be a smart and sharp person. Must have widsom and vision, dreams and passion
towards what he's doing.
Makes me worry about nothing when i'm with him, because he's so clever and smart that he can solve anything. Oh for this part, please refer to Michael Scofield in Prison Break. -MY GOD- he's the MAN i want!

5
He must put me in the first place of anything in his live. - no point if he doesn't put me in the first place-

6
I don't care if he's rich or whatever, as long as he don't need me to financially support him. I don't really fancy spending guys money, i'll rather earn and spend my own. That's why, it doesnt really matters if he's giving me platinum card. All that matters is he need to spend on me during some special events of us la.

7
He would be abble to understand and appreciate everything about me.As i know i'm not good in many things, not good looking, not having an A class girl's body,
not good in cooking, house keeping... many more...
That's why, he need to have hobbies like washing toilets and cooking. haha

8
He must agree to move out from his family and live with me when we're married. I don't want to live with his family and those mother father in-laws. If he cannot do that, don't even think of marriage. That's why, it's better if he's an orphan. (ops. but i don't mind, i love it even much, he has less burden and things to care about la)

OKAY. finally done!

Hahaha, since it's a Perfect Lover, that's my qualification la. Although i knew, there will never be such human beeings la... Well, fantasy of mine lor.

pakyin sister's weddint.

2007-10-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

yoo hoo.
last friday attended pakyin 2nd sister's punya wedding dinner. That day was really some tragedy day... HAIH. Everything gone wrong and the plans screwed up... BAH, at first the plan was we head to PAVILLION after class at 12pm, for our last minute shopping, then around 4 like that should be on our way back to ningli's house for shower and preperation... BUT. all gone wrong la... we reach Pavillion also like around 2pm d... WAH, Pavillion itu tempat memang CANTIK, macam Singapore... muaha, love that place. Anyway, we shop till damn late around 4.30pm... then summore need to go fetch YewJin yang tak ada transpotation... so, me n ckin go fetch him from pavillion then only go ningli's house... ning and yewchin go back house first. But even after all the traffic jams... we still manage to reach earlier than ning... because... their kereta half way Petrol-less and break down d... WAH LAO EH. damn tragedy la...

Afterall, 7pm like that only start to shower one by one... But the dinner starts at freaking 7pm man! we already late kao kao d la... HAIH, this spoiled my plan to make up pretty for myself and the girls... tak ada masa at all la... it's like 'pak pak pak' some make up on face then CABUT!

By then we reach Shangri-la... all the openning speach and ceremony has ended d... but haven't really started to serve the dishes la.. PHEW... if not damn pai seh la... well, in another way, it's good to be late also la... muahhaha, no need to sit there and wait for others to fill the place... go through all the talking part....owh, bad me!

Owh yeah, meet the curtain girls. (me yewchin ning)

HAIH. saya yang hodoh, i know.
but serious, we were 3 girls in flowery dress and top la... apa ni.

anyway, it's a great wedding... and wishing pakyin's sister and her new hubby will have the happiest and long lasting relationship forever la...
and we do enjoy the wedding much. the food is good, the theme is greece which is great... wah, really inspired me much to do.... of coz not my own wedding but my sister's wedding... hahaha. I won't be getting wedding so soon la... haih, maybe never tim.

okay. enjoy la dudes.

Coffee Prince!

2007-09-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

WEE....
haha, here to blog my obsession towards the recent Korean drama series i finished!

COFFEE PRINCE!

haha, MUST WATCH! and it's a big hitto now!! everyone were talking about it eh... it deserve all these attention! Because it's a seriously well crafted movie.

Hmmm, the story is already a very strong point, but if put the storyline aside, there's alot more to be credit! Lets say, the soundtracks! MY GOD! part of the main reason which made me crazee about this drama! Those songs play inside were GREAT!!!! mostly guitar based, solf and comfy, blue and emo sometimes. HAHA, these were all my type of music man! glad it brought me to so many nice songs!!!!

Talking about the angle and mood of the screne inside were excellent! Somehow could say as if it's a artsy drama. They take care alot on good weather mood, angle and feeling!!! Gosh, i loooove the part where both main character were walking beside the beach during midnight. NICE scenery, NICE music which bring audience into the situation. BAGUS!

OKay, ahaha, after talking like a PRO artsy drama critique. (as if i am... >_<) The story is very appealing! About a girl who dress like a boy and meet another guy. AND, that guy happen to really thought that she's a HE! Abit funny and not logic in this part, but maybe you'll be confused as well, as the girl acted very well in her role as a tomboy-alike! Then the whole story goes on pretty well and not long winded! MUAHA, basically a DAMN sweeeeeety series... (fantasy of girls la...) hahha, how they tackle each other... muaha. sweet!

See! how big difference right!!! She is used to be cute and pretty in her previous series 'gong'... abd now, wow. like a boy! I suka her boy style!!!!

Their uniform in the coffee shop. really cantik la! smart-formal type. yumyum!!!

Owh, wanna talk abit on this guy. I dunno if he's a real japanese, because he's playing as a japanese guy who came to korean just to wait for his lost love. MUAHA. he's also one of the cuties in the series! COOL and YENG!

FINALLY!!!!!

introducing...

GONG YOO lengchai~

hahaha.... he's the watak pertama in this drama series!!! Noticed him long long time ago d, in she's on duty... muaha, he's damn yeng in that movie... but then seldom see him in other drama series... FINALLY... hahah, he's playing a cuteeeee and lengchai role in Coffee Prince. So happy.

Muaha... muka dan eye contact yang mesmerize!

Shots from coffee prince.

Shots from his normal potrait. HEHE. so cutee!!!! summore he has good body. nice thickness... muahhaha. i want my future boyfriend to have such body as well!!!!!! MUAHAHAH

Seriously, if you have a chance to watch this. GO!

anyway, here's an emo song from coffee prince that i SUKA sangat!!!
Adult Child - Sad Thing

random post

2007-09-21T05:00:00.000-07:00

not been posting any blog as often as last month huh.

Haha, No time and mood for that is the fact. But, mainly is because my firefox failed me!! due to a stoopid virus. Really get impressed on how specific that those virus were made. It only stop me from launching firefox. Other than that, it seems okay... i tried to uninstall then reinstall... tak jadi pun! The virus still pops up and says something like that ' I don't have mozzila, but you should use Internet Explorer.' how weird. Must be those IE super fans who made this virus huh.

Anyway. i ignore the problem and leave it aside. AND, as what that pop up said, i used IE for approx a month! and IE is seriously is a... nightmare for online freako like me! cannot open tabs, if not the whole IE will hang... then slow in loading... Nothing good about it la...

Finally, today, i went seeking for some web browser and found 'Opera'. Never really come accross such browser, but since i'm in desperate, anyhow have to try la.... THEN... wow, turns out it good eh!!! something like firefox or maybe better.... weeeee.... so happpy~ can open tabs unlimited d!!! hurray!

That's why, only got mood to do some updates la!

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Hmmmm..... class started off 2 weeks d luuu... anyway, i still don't feel as if i came back from holidays. Yah, you know la, our classes drag till the last week of holiday. HAIH. now no exploration week summore, every saturday got class summore.... JIOR. killing la.

But nevermind! I have only 2 more terms to go!!! (if i dont fail anything la)

Hmmm... so days like now mostly looks like this, sleep-wake-go coll-listen lec-lepak a while-go back home-online-drama-sleep. It's memang just like this la... hope something will come to spice up my days la.

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i turned 20

2007-09-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

here i am. fully certified as a 20years old old women.

it's on the 8th of this month.

gosh, i really had a warm birthday celebration this year. well, i bet i won't be having balloons all over my room in the future. thanks to those who made my day. the effort is appreciated.
:)

Hmmm, should i blog in detail about my birthday or shouldn't i...

It's started with an ordinary dinner with my buddies, in a korean restorant at ss14. Everything seems normal until they brought out a cake for me after the meal. Then, started to reveal what's the small action they did behind me to fool me before that... Haha, not to say very surprise... as that's the tradition we used to practice for so many years. And, i hope to celebrate my birthday with them every year.

Then, my TOA gang did send me wishes through phone calls and text in time on 12. Well, at that moment, i really thought it's more than enough. I'm contented and happy enough. Then, when we're heading back, and i opened the door. All of them were inside my room, with 20 floating balloons. Guitarist ckin played the famous 'happy birthday' song while they sing along for me.

Seriously, that's a DAMN surprise for me. I really didnt expect at all! ZERO DOUBTS. haih, don't know if they're too smart or i'm too stupid? hahaha, but yah, that's really something i never thought of that will happen to me. Thanks for the effort. I know it's tough to do all the preperation... haha, just like handling some assignments. But, seriously, it'll be a great memory for me and maybe for you guys too. :D

Owh, and where's my love balloon now? haha, no phone calls yet... D:

The next day, which is exactly 8th, i went one-utama with dearest mom. Spend some time over there, shop and makan abit la... At night only meet up with the TOA gang kawan!!! went chill out at 7ate9! A damn place with damn services. I'll hardly recommend people to go there, and i will avoid my best not to go there as well. BAD place indeed. Kinda spoile the whole chill out mood la. Luna bar is better in this case.

show some pictures la.

Owh, the korean barbeQ place, 'da chang jing' with my ice-cream cake :D

Yah, the kawan kawan baik yang tidak boleh dilupai! CInta them~

See! the balloons that is floating in my room! I LOVE IT!

yah, that's me, smilling DAMN extream without concerning about how to look slim infront of cameras. AH!!! FAT die but too excited la... already tak peduli d...

I tied it up after the surprise, haha, chatting with bunch of balloon floating behind, feels kinda weird.

Pretty emak and me!

i want that virus!

2007-08-22T10:36:00.000-07:00

HAIH.
the hardworking, workaholic and don't wanna let people and yourself down(which equals abit to kia-su) virus is SPREADING so so so so so damn CHI XIN fast!!!!!

OMG, everyone is changing into the personality of this virus!!!!

SO COMPETITIVE!! SO STRESS!!!!

i should i should i should!!! i should go get myself this virus!!!!
I need this virus!! COME TO ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahaha....................

i guess slack and take-things-easy punya attitute makes me immune for this virus d la....
good luck to my friends who evolved from this virus la. I CAN SEE BRIGHT FUTURE of you guys!!!! this line is seriously SERIOUS! happy for you guys also laa... :D go kick those other virus holders punya asses!!!!!! i'll bring my pom-pom and cheer for you guys!

Anyhow, same line...
I'll still do whatever i'm suppose to do. Tho, i look like an idiot showing lecturer or tutor my stupidity and zero knowledged work in front of him or her. I'll still do la. It's a DUTY!

bagi saya OHM!

2007-08-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

haih, well, noticed that i've been blogging so often nowadays.
Hmmm, maybe there's nothing much interesting happened, so blog lor.
I recalled a line from jasiminne's blog

*the more interesting my life becomes.the less i blog about it.ironic?

Yah, that's true in someway. and i'm in the opposite situation.

I suppose this will be a meaningless post. Don't read it to avoid waste of time.

Guess i gotta ditch all complaines, all give up thoughts. Because, it's no point in saying it at all. It never helps. So, when it doesn't helps, end up, you'll just have to face it!

It's hard to express how i feel now. When you know there's no point of doing any complaine or giving up, what's next? Face it, and do it with OHM? Hmmm, perhaps, but i aint having those OHM! Give me some, dear god!!

Why there's people pushing themselves to be the best? why put so so much effort to produce something good? Self satisfaction? Gloory? Kia-su? Or, even when it comes to people who put less effort and get great outcome? Gifted? Lucky? Talented?

What does all these lays to? Beeing success feels damn good. i know. But, after that?! what's next? Earn alot of money? owh, good, spend on everything that you crave? LV? Vacation? BMW? great! Then what's next? Beeing the happiest living person?! That's happy?! So, when u earn alot, that's happy huh? Really?

But, there's always takes and gives. In life, when you choose on something, there'll always be something else that you have to give up. That's a price to pay in everything you crave for. Maybe you'll pick up those you left behind when you've archive your goal, but will it still be there waiting for you?

I'm trying to see life as a bigger scope, not just only on what you want to archive. Not just only for beeing success. Life should meant for something bigger. Tho, i still haven't know what it meant afterall...

Haih, see!!! I'm flooding myself with all these i-dunno-for-what punya thinking. And not beeing concentrating on my stuff! Not putting effort in doing it. My god. Why arh?!

Tak tau la.

Anyhow, i'll still keep doing what i'm suppose to do geh. Put effort in it?! Okay la.. I will!!!!

term-lan-break

2007-08-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

Fucked up. term break?!
die la. our term break has no difference with normal schooling days.

Officially and for those lucky TOA students, their happy term break starts from TODAY!! how great! and last for 3 weeks! But, unfortunenately NOT FOR US at all.

See, next monday, saturday got class.
Then, the 2nd week, monday got final photography class.... another not-comfirm yet corporate identitiy final will falls around early sept.

Haih.... who to blame?! ownself lorrrr.... Joseph did mention our batch is the most lazy and slow plus not-capable batch he ever thought. -___-' how sad. But, i do admit also la... compare to those geng-chao senior, and those effort kao-kao junior... we memang majority... lack of something in everything. HAIH... HAIH... HAIH...

What's wrong with me?! I lost passion in doing the corporate identiy thing la! Seriously, i never had passion in doing it. I don't understand. don't know how to produce a great corporate that stands out and will help the company.... DON'T KNOW la... What i'm doing now is arranging la, typography la... Jiorrr... memang didnt enjoy at all....

The longer i stay in TOA, until today... i can't see bright future of me in this industry... Yah, there's a line, for designers, you either be the best, or the worst... There's no point in being average... and obviously now, i can't see myself capable to be the best. But maybe it's not about if i'm capable or not. It's more to, i lost interest in doing all this shits!!!! I question myself, why do so much just to help companies in raising their sales and all. It's like meaningless... Those so called client, should know more than us about what is his company's direction and what they really need and want... What's the purpose of asking someone to consult. If i'm to start off any business, i'll for sure do the whole design and corporate myself! HAIH, maybe because i did went through some lesson about design and layout, but not to all business man, so they need help? Then, after all, this only define us as a tool to translate what client want into nice, cool and attractive designs. Haha, how ironic and pathetic. We're just tools. Hmm, a better way in saying it, expensive tools lor. We charge so much from those companies, and where did they get those money to pay us? It's all from US again, consumer ma!!!! -_- Abit... speechless kan! HAIH, dunno la... This thought only apply in doing advertisment campaign stuff, and freaking irritating corporate design. It'll be much more fun to do photography and publishing stuff. I guess majority finds it this way. we don't like corparte design!

updates.

2007-08-17T23:54:00.000-07:00

Time to do some updates.

Had my final photography done last friday. a good lucky day i would say. Great weather, nice clouds, good timing, excellence coincidence for the wig and lashes!

Oh, my theme is Devil and Angel. It's suppose to be some fashion potraits shot, but ended up abit conceptual... anyway, thanks for the good luck we had, but, maybe the shots didnt really come out fantastic. Well, i did what i could, and there's no re-do for this. But, did learn alot through this experience~ Falling more in love with this kinda production industry~

Here's the link to share!
angel + devil shots on flicker.

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Although now is a brand new weekend, still, let me share abit about my last weekend.

Basically, i'll spend most of my weekends with TheSister. Because she has permit to drive here and there. MUAHA. Owh, we went 'seo gung' (in ss2) for dinner on saturday. Yum-yum korean barbeque~ TheSister belanja, ofcoz~ haha, coz she promise me d! *i'm ma bloodsucker lil sister*

Yea- we looked abit bored. because it's a damn random act, and we did not do any shopping at all for this weekend.

Then, we picked up home-alone Irene, and explore Putrajaya!
It's approx 20min driving distance from sunway... And, Putrajaya is not MALAYSIA at all!!!! Freaking different from normal Malaysia places. Even their lamp post is so full with design and cantik! So clean so high-tech! FUI YOH..... Yah-lah, that's the place where our gorvernment used to cheat foreigners that how clean and organize we are. HA-HA! But, yah, mayb it's good to have it as a guildline, so in lets say 10 years time, the whole country mightl be as canggih and cantik as Putrajaya ler.... good also kan!

See. this looks so much alike Singapore's raffles.

3 sam-pats.

Muaahha... trying to act like those western's college students, sitting on grasses, chit chatting and reading books. FAKERS.!!

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2007-08-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

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i'm always late.
ALWAYS.

padan muka la, sekarang!!!
pergi mati dah!

)':

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photo of the day.

Blocked.

My weekends

2007-08-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

I spend the weekends mostly with my sister ONLY. how bored. (*evil*hahaha)

Mom went back taiping by bus this weekend, not driving because only herself is going back. For the reason of my brother whom is gonna face UPSR! what a great mom we shared! hahaha.
And, so, the car is left for us. And, how could i let my sister to enjoy having a car and freely drive here and there alone.?! So, she's my driver for the weekend. HAHA.

Nah, not really... It's bcoz we have to meet up with my cousin! Yen-koko. Should be meeting him up weeks ago, because there's some photos to give them. But, he's missing in action, and yesterday only happen to contact with us. He went HongKong to do a shooting for hk disney land, then head to Dubai for some personal stuff. Haih, how great, he's been to HK and Dubai in this short month, but i'm keep staying in KL.MALAYSIA. apalar! I really wish to travel here n there n here n there...... hahaha.

Chatting with him is always like a dried sponge absorbing alot alot of thoughts and knowledge. Hehe. Like attending a talk or lecturer. Which is good. Not much people makes me feel so benefit to talk and chat with. I think it'll be same if i talk to leon leong! hahaha... is those kind la.
But this time we talked about too much, and i don't know what to shared. Hmmm, we did talked about my grandmother. Her life is a great-story! He asked us to dig in more and ask more question about my grandmother's life... it'll be a great to feature her life as a flim. It contains alot stories of the 50s and 60s which is hardly find that is been told in books about the real fact. Hmmmm.... interesting. maybe in future, we'll really make a flim of her...

Well, he'll be going back aussie soon, and dunno heading to where again la. Dunno when will be the next time we meet. But, do take care and make more great movies!!

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I went for movie INVISIBLE. Yah, a must watch movie for me... due to it's interesting preview, and it's the producer of six-sence worrrr.... wahh..... But, end up friends were telling me that it's not that nice and i tend to tune down... but, anyhow, if it's good or bad, i wanna watch to judge it myself. So, here i am to judge it...

It's not like what it's seen in the preview geh!!!!!! BLUFF people GEh!

There's a old man, telling nick to solve his own murder and he'll get a chance to live again in the preview! But in the real movie... there's NO scene having that OLD MAN!!! NONE! how weird, how could you put something that doesnt exist in the movie in the preview. Isn't wrong?! Then, there's NOTHING to solve at all!!! all he need to do is to tell others that he's NOT dead yet... just about to dead, and faster ask someone to bring his body to the hospital. That's it. So, the whole thing gone wrong with the PREVIEW! It's not even thriller type of movie, why they put the trailer as if it's so mysterious, but in fact, it's all so predictable. -_-

I blame on the PREVIEW that made people dissatisfied with what really comes out in the movie. That's why there is so so many negative reviews about it. They did that for the sake of marketting?! To fool the audience and bluff them that this is an thriller mysterious movie?! And get people to buy tickets?! It's not right la... it'll really pull down the quality of your movie!! If the preview is exactly what the movie is about... maybe it won't grab so much attention... but at least, there won't be so much negative reviews!

Forget about the preview. The movie itself is really not too bad. But i'm not saying it's good la. Hmmm, maybe abit messy on the main message that they wanted to convey... But, in some part, it's really a realistic and down to earth kinda point of view. The problem that those character is facing is making sence la. But, of course, some part really doesnt seems logic la, like how on earth the 2nd time you move the body by not knowing it's not dead yet! And how could you have a bullet in your stomatch but still walk around for like hours?!....

Haih, i guess it's a wasted of it's concept, the before-dead get to walk around invisible, and to see what happen... to observed people around them, invisible... It's like god giving you a chance to view your life, your family, friends once again... Maybe there's alot you missed out? But, haih yoh, the whole plot gone dunno where... it's out of focus dah..The movie is not totally trash! But, a MUST re-do to clarify it la!!!

Haih, where's all those great movies?! I'm so looking foward to see something brilliant and inspiring. Not stupid stupid, like simpson(tho, i do enjoy laughing all the way la) or some messed up plots la!!!

Owh, one thing great about this INVISIBLE... is the soundtrack is SUPER CHUN! To me la, my type of songs.... owh, it made me get to know a band named oceansize! not bad... my type of songs where by it's so slow, and you tend to close your eyes... and images will appear, streets, people... previewing a artsy movie.... hahaha

okay. long post. i know!
so, i'm stopping now la.
done.

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oh, one more thing i wanna share about my thoughts. *before i forgotten, better jot it down*

The price to pay for growing up, is the 'you' yesterday.
Like it or not, it'll go on...
That's life.

i'm okay.

2007-07-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

yah, not gloomy!

dun worry my dear friends and family!

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I changed my blog's banner!
No more candy-colour as i said.
:)

like it or not. it'll stay for long... i suppose.

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Okay, don't quite know what to blog actually. I just don't wanna keep seeing the gloomy post. ARH. I'm doing good now. :D

Hurm.. 2 or 3 weeks, and we'll be having a 2 weeks time to breath!
So, for my must-do-list of this so-called term break...
1. Visit Melaka for site seeing, as well as for the god.damn. Culturer Shots.
2. Travel back taiping, to accompany and teach my little brother in his studies! That little boy is having he's UPSR on 3th Sept. Owh dear~
3. 28th August! a day for gan.yew.chin! (1st celebration with us ALL THESE YEARS. how am i suppose not to be available... no, no...)
4. Muaha, this is personally for my indulgence. WATCH as MANY drama-series as my eyes roll-off!!!! hehe.

Well, it's only 2 weeks! plus the first week, there'll be 2 replacement class on! Jeez. this is SO NOT term-break la. exploration week more la. HAIH... i can't work dah, so less time. Then, i'll have no additional income. BAH! Takda duit la!

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Lately, when i have the mood to do something like watch movie or something else... Then, i suggested, but everyone beside me were like moodless! and made me moodless to do what i've planned too. I take that as a bad sign. It shouldn't be like this. Well, i should have learn not to even ask others, in order not to be influence by anyone. Whenever there's a thoughts to do something, i should just kick my ass off and MOVE. That's when i can be more independent and not mood dependent. ARH, sometimes is just me being VERY VERY LAZY. There's time, weather, mood as well... just the lazyness... URH, made me sleep and stay at home all day long.

Anyway... there's always a statement, where by you can always make a move whenever you want when you're alone, but when you have companion, it always have to depends on too much.

Ahaha, no la, not to offense and say i'm going alone from now on la. I still feel good to hang out with friends... when everyone is in the situation la... if one like moodless... haih... sien lor... But i knew it's just hard to avoid la... maybe sometimes i'm the moodless one among the gang... Hmmm...

Haha, no conclution on this.
Just think about it, when you're only you yourself... will it be better or worst?

i don't play sides la. haha. no judgement.

cya.

feeling trapped.

2007-07-27T08:30:00.001-07:00

Feeling weird lately.

It's zero improvement lately. zero progress in self-satisfaction on everything i'm doing now. It's all just for the sake of passing up. I'm not enjoying, not hating, not nothing. Acting just like slaves, doing without any passion. Maybe it comes to an end... where i have to admit. This is my limitation, and that's it, all i can do for now, is all i have. Nothing more.

I would say it's pathetic. No creativity crushing through my mind. It either in pause, or in stop mode. Well... life is just aint thrill and happy right now.

I'm seeing things in grey and dark lately. There's no longer happy tone, lollipop colour in things i produce. Why is it like that?! well, maybe, honest to myself that i'm just aint a happy-colour-tone girl.

I cut my hair, with no mercy! People with long hair used to love their hair very much, to mention the word "cut short" to them is like killing them. But not to me. I have less feeling towards my hair... Short or long hair, as long as there's hair, it's good enough.
Actually, i see this as a problem. I'm having less feeling towards mostly everything. My mom said, i'm cold-blooded. I guess, i am?

Gloooomy day.
Indeed. i'm upset. with no reason.
maybe i know what's the reason, but not having the courage to face.

wishlist!

2007-07-22T11:22:00.000-07:00

Hey yoh!!
muaha, my all time fav bellz make t-shirts nowadays!

aww, just hope to wear it!
haha, added in my wishlist~ muaha, whoever willing to borrow their visa for me to buy online?!

if i could buy stuff online. it'll still be MCR stuff come first!
owh, of coz fonts and images as well!
but too bad, i don't have a credit card.

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anyway~ hey there!
my week was hectic like usual. Mainly cause by our dear photography! HAIH. accumulation is the word to describe! Christopher keep saying no and not perfect enough, then it lays to a RE-do and another. Out of total 10 assignment, i only get one done. Such tragedy!

but, life still have to go on! now i'll pray god to give me nice sunlights for the following days!

my weekend was not bad! went to a 988's annual concert. As well as their after-concert-celebration. Because my sis's company involved in the function, then she bring me along to the celebration. It's in parkroyal's small ballroom! muaha, meet alot of 988 DJs in person, talked and take pictures with JEFF! my fav DJ from 988! he's very friendly and talks as if he's a friend of us! haha, great experience! Hmmm, then there's some local artist like Daniel Lee, Danny Wan, Ping Guan, Gary Chao... haha, quite fun, Danny was just beside me when i'm taking food, because it's a buffet. Feels quite weird la. those people were singing on the stage justnow, and now i'm standing and dinning with them. WOW. But for the 2 hk artist, Joey Yung and Yumiko, they came in and left very fast! didnt really get to walk close to them. Hmmm, okay okay la. tho, it's not what big big popular artist, but well, it's still great to have such opportunity! *yah, credits to my sis la!*

Didnt really take much photos with them. coz I. ABBY TAI. FORGOTTEN TO BRING CAMERA! not my big nD la, but small compact! URH, sob. that's why, we only have chance to take some pictures with them when my sis's colluque is doing so. haih, but nvm la. not really a big deal la. pictures really don't prove anything... it's the experience count more.

might upload some pics when my sis give me those pics la!

+++UPDATEs+++

Pics.

I look like trash!
urh.

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cya~

an idea. inspiration.

2007-07-08T08:16:00.000-07:00

Okay, as i said, i'm gonna talk about YEN OOI (Chi-yen-ooi) my 2nd cousin, a-guan koko.

All these years, after the family migrates to Melbourne, we still heard alot of news about them from granny. Yen-koko is a very special person. He's very clever and very educated. He used to get full-marked in his studies. And, he's first choice is to be a doctor. The reason behind, is he hope to help those who is poor and suffering in sickness, because he'll charge them free. BUT, my uncle disagree because doctor is a long way and tough, he doesnt have to do all these. Then, he went few years stable on a main-stream major and get a job in a normal bank. He saved money for his flim directing studies. (Tho, Their family financial is quite consider good) Then now, he's doing short films, featured films, music videos for artist, and some advertisment stuff. That's why, he's travelling all over the world. Whenever the job is, he'll go there.

But, when we talked to him. He have a lot of thoughts in his mind. He doesnt like to do stuff that is very commercial such as advertisment and music videos. He's avoiding it as much as he could, but somehow he need to do that for the sake of living. He told us, there's alot of problem that not much people is aware. He said, he dislike the idea of globalization. It'll only make the rich people being even rich and the poor people being even worste. That's why, he stop eating meat, drinking coke. For meat, it's because the process of serving a meat in front of us involve alot of things that we don't know. And, for coke, is one of the globalization act. He told us, in india, these big coke company will buy their water sousre in a very low price to produce coke, and when the citizen need water, they'll have to pay to them in a expensive rates. It's just not fair and it's not suppose to be like this. Besides that, he said, all the labtops we wanted to throw away, we'll sell to the dealer and in the end it'll be shifted to the thirl-world-country such as affrica. And, they cannot do anything with all these waste, is either bury or burn, both way doesnt give any benifits to those citizens, and yet, it'll somehow effects their health, and so, the third-world-country will only be worste and a big waste land.

He sees things in a very wide scope, it's not only about himself in his consideration, is the whole society, the world. He belief everone have to make world a better place. Is just that, no one is there to make a change. Every individual can make a small changes, and if they get involve in politics they could make a bigger changes.

So far is what i can recall on his 'talk'. Very inspiring! It keeps me think and think for the whole day. What he said is really true. But, what can a man do? He cannot change the world by himself. But, if there's really a problem, so, we'll just sit and wait till the end-of-the-world day comes?

So ngam, it's the live earth, 07.07.07 day! wah... boosting my thinking buds lor. I saw the concert on tv! a very geng one la.... involves 9 country with only one message! to save earth for climate crisis. But, how many of us will really 'answer the call', respons possitive towards this problem? i doubt. but, i'll try to do it from today!

Owh, i have a cd of Yen koko's flim he shot during the days he's at Australia. But i don't think so it's good for me to post it on youtube and share before having his permission.....
so, i google him, and found one of his super short flim.... i love this, very nice art-direction and the message is very clear....-fallen together-

cousins visits along come keir!

2007-07-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

I went back Ipoh this weekend, because there's 2 of my cousin will be coming back to pay a visit to us and grandma! (and so, i missed transformer movie with my gang! >_<>

Hmmm, brief introduce of my 2 cousin. Not much i've mention before. They were sons of my father's - mother's(grandma) - eldest doughter's. Easy way to say, they were my aunt's sons la. HAHA, owh, they were Melbourne citizens, migrates to Aus many many years ago. Therefore, it's really very once-in-a-while to meet up. SO, better don't miss it, even i actually wanted to go for transformer than this. BUT, luckily i did go... because i get to meet with the CUTE-EST BOY IN WORLD!! number 2nd in my chart now. (still nD is the 1st)

HAHAHA....
introduce.... dear, KEIR! he's chinese name is 黄飞鸿. the exactly name of the well-known wong-fei-hong! damn cool! He's a mix of australian and chinese.

TADAAA~
hahaha, he's the son of my eldest cousin. He's father is the eldest cousin, we call him 'chi cheng koko' he's 36 and he's son is 3 years old!
He's really very adorable, talkative and clever! Haha, the 1st thing he said to me is.. 'hello vegtable." hahaha, very witty as well!

Haha, pictures of me and Keir. This i must say, i didnt ask him to give me faces! He's the one who suggested, 'let's do a mad face'... then 'let's do a sad face'...

The one who is holding him is my eldest cousin! Besides them is my granny~ Owh, and the toy Keir holding is a transformer! (dunno which one) my sis gave it to him, and he hold it all day long.

Owh, now the women who is holding Keir is his MOTHER! a very lovely and polite women. She's teaching in melbourne. The aunt beside my granny is my granny's best friend who live nearby!

Okay, now this is my 2nd cousin. uncle yen to Keir. We called him 'a guan koko'. He's 34. and guess what's his occupation. He's a director. YAP, real-director. (remember his face! i'll talk about him on my next post!) He's a very inspiring and artistic person. He used to be the fav* koko among 3 of them when we're young!

It's just a short night, and a short day we spend together, all of us went to pray grandpa! then we bring them to makan. And they have to make a move to kl to meet other relatives!

I bet this is the first time Keir hold a joystick and pray! He's very adventurous, once enter the big temple, he wanted to hunt for monsters! He said he wanna step them and fight them! The funny thing is he likes to hold my hand and ask me to bring him all over the temple to the dark-corners, spooky areas.... HAHA, never know i can communicate with childrens, but, come on, Keir is way-too-cute la! mauahahah~

He's learning granny how to pray~ hahaha, soo cuuuteee~

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Alright, end here. Nice to meet them, and some new members, chi-cheng koko's wife and his dear son, Keir. Remember the last visit was on 2001! my god, 6 years ago! Many changed, but when me and my sis saw a-guan koko swing Keir and throw him up and catch back, those were somehow farmiliar to us, because when we were little girl, he used to play those tricks with us too. Those were really really small young days.. around 6 or 7? i suppose. Chi-cheng koko will be leaving on tuesday along with his wife and son of course, so we might be meeting up again on monday. And, for the director, a guan koko, he'll be staying at kl for some shooting if there is.

Hope in future, there will be a chance for us to pay a visit to them at Melbourne.

peace

birthdayS!

2007-06-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

Okay, here i am!
hmmm, blogging about something that had passed for SO LONG. -a week ago?-

it's the birthday blog, -i named it-

Well, last week's friday was our beloved NINGLI's 20 bday! So, like USUAL, like EVERYEAR. she'll get a suprise bday! Our 'respected' organizer suggested to go to her house on 12am of friday! and give her a super surprise! wow, this really is a BIG plan! we associate with suiet ying and ning's sister.. and we suprise her right in her room! how suprise she is......

-see for yourself-

yeap! the girl had turn 20! and good for her~
happy belated bday in my blog la dude!
-missing of 2 crew, ujin and ckin! bcoz they were camera shy?! more to lan si la...-
anyway, ckin, since my angle and cropping PLUS COMPO sucks ma... okay lor.. duwanto shot u in my nD!

Then, on that day. we went ryu men tei makan la!
no picutre available la..

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After the teeningli's bday! it's leeping's! (so many bday babes!)

Okay, basically it's ofcoz held in PAKYIN's house la. along with her eldest sister! both same date, so ngam! haih.. evione didnt make it to attend the party la. due to some fact that family father's day dinner la, parents came la, gf sick la..... alot la. END UP! only me, ckin and ujin went! didnt really got mood to go d la, coz my kaki all not going!!!!!but, if this happen to the party i held, i'll sad cry eh! so, since i don't have anything on! have to go man!

Happy belated bday to leeping and pakyin's eldest sister.(what's the name ah?)

ah, alot alot of his sister's friends and pakyin's parent's friends and relatives! we memang small little corner only la. but okay also la... sit at the pondok we used to sit. then chat n drink la...

Haha, yeah, the host, pakyin and his best neighbour bovies! (muahaha, uchin, u should come la...)

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end of the updates of birthdays that was happening lately!

it's great to give suprise and celebrate birthday with friends and family! seeing them happy makes me happy as well! somehow better than celebrating my own birthday! because one is u expecting others to give you celebration or surprise, it's uncontrolable, unexpected or maybe dissapointing... or boring?... But on the other hand, you're the one who decide to give fun others, that's a better satisfaction and easier!! hope u girls enjoyed ur bday ~_^

abby is
b l a n k
l a te l y

i've married to nD!

2007-06-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hello friends~
Don't wanna mention "owh, it's been so long since i post anything.." haih yoh, it's like a openning speech for all my post eh! NO NO! cut it!

Anyway~ guess who i'm bringing back for dinner today!
He's the one i mentioned on my last post, the handsome cute one!
MUAHHAHAHAHA... finally, we meet and.. we get married!
introducing my hubby~ nD!!!!!

here's the wedding photo of us~ bless us yah :)

he's abit shy la... hahahahaha

*this photo was taken with nD, in front of my dirty miror! so, didnt get to shot as in the best out of nD la..
F/3.5
1/3 sec
ISO 200
editted on Photoshop.

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hahahha, so insane!!! Anyway, the name of my new toy D40x is nD! pronounce as andy. N comes from NIKON ofcoz, and D from D40x! I wanted to name it baby(as in ba(1)by(1)) the "by" behind goes down pitch! But it seems common la... so, found another same-pitch's with n and d! so, there goes nD!!!!

First of all, *this is for uchin* muahaha, HEY HEY! YOU YOU! I'M NOT WEALTHY at ALL! haih yoh, i'm never entitled with 'wealthy' this word la! NEVER! dun say so la... makes me feel guilty only....
Million thanks to my dearest and beloved mom!!!!!! She's the one who allow me to get nD financially~ BUT, *there's always a BUT* I'll make sure i return the depts to her bit-by-bit! I'll work when i'm free and earn it BACk! It's not the matter that my mom ask me to do so, it's more to the guilts that hunt! I'm a grown up d! So, it's a MUST to do so la..

Hmmm, anything else?!.
I guess there's no more la....
Well, hope i'll get nD to take some pretty shots to show in the next post la.

my first d-slr. nD~

it'll b.. hectic

2007-05-20T12:40:00.000-07:00

Just for some updates sake. I'm here to type something.

Been tru the very 1st week of our 3rd year 1st term. Yeap, tho, some classes were not held on this week, yet, the hectic-ness is very much noticeable. Hmm, seing some new faces, those who had failed a batch earlier, and there also some in our class failed. Total up our class left roughly 17 people. Haha, very much to be said as compact la! from like 40+ till 17... hmmmm.... but, yah, it's always better to stay in a smaller class, as everyone is saying this, because it's much more concentrated! Anyway, hopefully it is la. and, sometimes still miss those who's suppose to be in our claass lar... (not for everyone of them la.. some only.)

Lately, there's a cutie yet handsome attracts me so damn much. I'm like fall in love with him from the 1st sight! Then, i knew i'm gonna get him......... mwehhehehehe...........

he aint ordinary boy, aint human anyway. It's D40x

Haha, he's very new in market. The only problem he has is that he doesnt have a AutoFocus Motor in the body. It means, you only could use Auto Focus lens if you want Auto Focus Function. Well, ya lar, there's not much nikon AF-S lens around market la, but, if you're good enuough and you're not going for moving stuff, it's still okay to manual focus all the time if you have a non-auto-focus lens la.. BAh, i guess after buying him, i won't be buying another new lens so soon kua...... hmmm, and my friend said there might be alot of AF-S lens coming out in future, so no worries for that if i really want this wor...........

He's not a really very superior la, it's the basic normal dslr lor. But he's the smallest and lightest dslr in nikon lor........ Hmm, the status somehow same as nikon D50, canon 350D la.. 400D la... and it cost around 2988 in those retail shops, or like 2500+ as my friend said la. of coz, if u say, then why not add abit more, get a better like D80? then add abit D200 or canon 30D lor... wah.. way up till D2xs lor.... SIAO MEH! nah la, i get a basic and train up myself 1st lar.... if, i had the financial support in future, only consider a much more pro one lar! Since, if i keep wanting a mid-pro that i'll never get enuf budget.... lao, then i'll never even own a slr lor...........
Ya lar, this term we had a photography class. Havent started yet la. I damn hope that lec insist us to own a dslr... muahahaha.. then i can like persuade my mom to load me la.... haha....

*all above is only a WISH. not really even planning la.. but, D40x, i'm really in love with him la.*

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I've watch a dvd weekend with mom. It's he aint ordinary boy, aint human anyway. It's The Painted Veil. Not bad. Lovely scenery of China. Tho, it's abit slow, but, it's still lovely to see Kitty(Naomi) eventually fall in love with Walter (Edward). Hmmm, and it's not only a love story, it involves some topic like white people's rule in China during the 1920s. They somehow try to potrait that Westerns were super kind and were trying to help our Chinese people which is very superstitious and stubborn. Well, see if for yourself if you think that's the fact that's really happening in China during that time... owh, and there's 'wong chow shang'(canto) in it too. Haha.. quite funny to see him there la, but he speaks a fluent english. not bad not bad.

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Enough said.
goodnight!

recent into....
listening : 我怀念的 - 孙燕姿
drinking : ribena
reading : milk mag
watching : 随时候命 HK drama
sleeping late... again.

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2007-05-13T12:59:00.000-07:00

alright, here's some pics to share!

yeah, ivy's bday!!!! *i know it's late, and i know everyone had already got this shot posted! aih.. i'm slow.. ops*

he-eh!!!! our lovely dessie!!!!!!!! gosh, the last time i saw this fella it's like a year ago. miss muka tu!!!! haha, owh, didnt shot lot's photos wit him.. so, here's the only one and yah, i know i look ugly there.. but nvm la, must at least post his muka! kekeke...

the group. yeap, empat orang kita saja... soone, dessie, karen n me! hehe, had really great time hanging out tho it's only a short while!

HAHAHA... i'm busy while soonE was driving! vom vom! yah, must credit him! thanks for fetchin us back... angel you!

that's it. yah, my editting is so not consistant huh?! bah, i moodless to think about it la.. just simply la..... and, i'm kinda bored to play with people's brush.. i should make some brushes right?! like keep using others creation... hmmmm.........

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Had too much tea, jeez, cant sleep! @_@
Class starting damn soon, like tomorrow is it's official date to start. Not very looking foward. Since its the 3rd year. The feeling of finishing all those classes and graduate soon is stronger. haha, since i knew i'll never do better so, it's like not much to hope too. Just do whatever i could, get an average grade, gao dim lor. I believe time will pass super fast. sekelip mata?! yeap, for what i recall the most tru these years is the bunch of friends i had! and how they make who i am now. I appreciated.

Well. countdown friends. It's our last year! spend it and play it MAX! because, when we're apart, i guess it's hard to meet up all the time. There's alot of factor.... money, family, career... friendship might sounds too less-important at that moment....... anyway, hope we'll all do well!

OMG... I WANTTHIS SO SO SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!! helppp!

2007-05-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

OMG. this is so crazeeeee..................
I WANT MCR limited edition SO SO SO BADLY!!!!!

*photos from ebay*
SEEEE!!!!! so freaking classic, collectable right!

HAHAHAHA!!!!!
i saw one freaking copy in our MDV this last sat!!!! OH MY GOD! it's so superior! ARHHH! I mau sangat!!!!!!!!
BUT! guess what, it's RM204!!!! CHI XIN! why so expensive geh!!!! yah la, it's limited edition, it's imported! but, it's RM204!!! RM204!!!!2#$*(#$)*& TOOO MUCH d lAR!!!

haih......................

oh!! hahahahahah, dear angels friends..... hmmm, you know what to get for my birthday d lar...! HAHAHA... okay lar.. i contribute RM100 lar.... the rest you guys settle... he-eh!! how does that sounds like?! Brilliant right, you guys don’t have to guess and choose and trouble yourself! :)
OI YOH! my b’day still like long way to go!!!! they only left one baby over there! But, RM204, i guess there won’t be alot of ppl buying kua! YOR!!!I’m going insane! CHI-XIn!!!!! but i check online, it’s selling 40+USD, which is also RM130+!!!! wah, the price here memang raise alot la.. but it’s imported so should be la.... 0_0

OKAY!!!! i’m waking up d!!!! NAH_LAH! I won’t so evil geh, force my angel friends to buy me stuff meh.... *ehhem ehhme* ! I’m just too over excited, but, isn’t it worth ler? I saw one cd store in sg. wang selling normal-mcr-cd for RM33 with giant poster eh!!!! My god, i want that poster too! gonna paste in my new room in future!!! HE_HE which to consider ler? memang rm33 sounds more rational lar... BUT>>>>> that is a LIMITED EDITION wor................@_@ but it’s rm204 wor............haih...... life is full with choices!!
hmmmm, if like SG will sell cheaper kan?! HAHAHAHA... okay... Enough!!! !ENOUGH! hahaha, angel friends were about to wack me d.....

*this is just a very-super-random post* sorry for not being informative. blah blah blah!

seeya
MCRstillrocks

happy.
.abby

ba-ba-ba-ba

2007-05-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

hello, this is the author of the blog, abby tai! also known as vitamin c here. (in case you don’t recall, due to the long period of me, missing in action. HA_AH)

I’m here.. to do one thing, UPDATE. after the post of -i’ll never- it seems like i’ll never post anything. hahaha, opps, i won’t give up blogging yet, not this soon! it’s just that i don’t have time and chance to blog about anything.

I’m still good here. Living well in earth! owh, but i did have some flu and fever pass few days. BAH, all because lack of sleep and rest. Imagine, 2 days down, out till 2am, sleep around 3am, wake at 7am! That’s hectic! hahaha, but fun! 1st day after work, cele ivy angel’s birthday. OWH, see, i even forgotten to wish her happy birthday here! DON”T WORRY, ivy. I PROMISE, i will do that soon! ^^ Next day after work, went meet up with dear dessie, soon e and karen! Jeez, can you imagine! it’s been a year that i didnt meet up with des! A YEAR man! But, he or maybe us didnt really change alot, that’s why, it still feels good to hang out together!!! Both was a warm happy friends hanging out day to me! *happy even i’ll get sick* ha-ha
I’ll post the photos soon! coz i’m not using my pc here! ^^

Then wesak and labour days was really like my official holiday/term-break.HAHAHA. Finally, it’s a 4-5 nothing-to-do days! Head back to taiping. The best place ever in earth to get some real quality rest! Took some mag along, those i keep buy buy buy but only flip flip flip. Time to read read read! OWH! and i finish season one of HEROS! *credits to ivy who borrow me the dvd* MAN, that’s a cool series! Tho, it’s really abit too fiction, but the way it’s ploted and presented! wah, gan-cheong in every episode eeh! Hey, is season 2 out yet? or season 3? in case i’m too out of date!>_<

BA_BA_BA_BA! no pictures, no nothing.. it’s only text i could do here. sorry for whoever that is reading this, and happen to finish till here! thanks-for-reading ^_^

Hopefully i’ll get some images on post next time!

oh, check out latest IDN in town. special issue on black and white works! DAMN COOL! it has a line which is super cool too! B/W = Beyond & Within!

cheers! happy term break all!

happy*
*abby

i'll never

2007-04-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

I'll never.. spend time finish a book
I'll never.. live a life of rich and famous
I'll never.. have dreams come true
I'll never.. improve my FA skill
I'll never.. save enough money for my dslr
I'll never.. find someone to understand me
I'll never.. get enough time
I'll never.. meet gerrard way or bellz
I'll never.. win lottery
I'll never.. learn everything
I'll never.. fly

I'll never.. know why i'm living here in earth

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i love MCR

2007-04-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

I LOVE

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

I freaking freaking love and addicted to MCR's new album!!!!!!!!!
Trust me, i keep repeating the songs.. on and on for the whole day, and not feeling bored at all! ha-ha... not done yet... i dig in all those reviews on net for MCR, and look for their videos and interviews on youtube. So, basically that's what i've been doing this few days.... HAHAHA.

That's alot of great songs on 'The Black Parade'. Ofcoz, the best that i loved is 'i don't love you'. Which was the music video that starts to change my view towards MCR. hahaaha... i must confess that i HATE My Chemical Romance in the pass. Because, their impression for me is NOISY!!! bunch of screamo guys like singing their lungs out.. keep screaming with no reasons... But, 'I don't love you' really change my view... and it actually makes me start loading all other songs from 'The Black Parade'... which is FANTASTIC. LOVE > 'cancer' , 'sleep' , 'famous last word', 'disenchanted' , 'teenagers'... wah... almost the whole freaking album!!!!! It's really quite different from their previous album... it's more calm down, and gerard scream lesser in his songs.... more to an special way of presenting these songs... like 'mama' he sang in a absolutly cute tone.. haha.............. I love their songs becouse of the melody, mixed well with the lyrics.. which meant something to every songs they present.... and, MOST IMPORTANT, the vocalist who sang with such pitch and emotion.............. owh my god...... if MCR is coming to MALAYSIA... gotta tell me, i'll FOR SURE<100%> go for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but unfortunetly, good charlotte is coming instead of my chemical romance.... >>>>_<<<<

I LOVE GERARD WAY. (vocalist/front man/founder of MCR).. hahaha, OWH, TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!! YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
He's really very expressive and i like his attitude! For what he said in the interview... he never aim for being famous or to be well known all over the world... all he wants is to at least tell those miserable teenagers that they're not alone, and he just want people to listen to MCR to feel good about themselves. If one guy walks out from MCR's concert and feels good about himself, then it's consider that they did their part! And, if you put all your effort in doing something... people will respect you even if they don't agree with you!!! TRUE! and, he's graduated from new york art school. wow, an artist!!!! he-he. Lastly, he's damn cute with the new blonde hair!!! LIKED IT!!!!!!

some great-qoutes from Gerard!

"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."

"So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window."

"Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..."

lots more, but this few were what i liked!

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YA YA. slap myself for being so relax this weekend. BUT, I've been really really busy last week. I can do my magazine from around 10pm till 6am. But, I actually quite enjoy the process of it. It's not sufferring at all. Because, i'm doing what i liked to do. AND, ofcoz, at least, after all those effort that you pay, you'll be satisfied and not feeling guilty! BUT, it's no enough yet!!! so, i rest myself for a weekend, and have to pack my semangat back to really push myself to the limits!
Actually, what's the limist? LeonLeong said that he's okay with what i had did so far, but, he said that i could do better, and he want me to push myself to the limit. LIMIT? where's that?! owh.. what an abstract comment. AIH, push wor.... i try my best la... COME ON! That's only 2 weeks left... not much time to push anyway!!!! MUST HAVE THE MCR-ATTITUDE!!!!!! 加油!!!

Sometimes, don't try to convince others to understand who you are.... because, they'll never know. As long as you're clear on what you're doing, that's great enough!
What you think about me?! I DON'T FREAKING CARE!
No one is princess in this world. If i'm been doing whatever you said or you wish... that's because, i'm GOOD, i'm ANGEL.... doesnt mean you're PRINCESS! i could always choose not not to give a damn on you, but, i refused because i treat you as my friend, and not PRINCESS. SO, sometimes, don't go way too far beyond my limits and challenge my temper... I will turn evil one day...................................... and you'll never know....

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listenning to MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE..... and it'll be played for the next few hours, days, weeks and i hope months!!!!

i think i dunno....

2007-03-30T11:15:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to post about.
I think i dunno...
what is interesting in my life lately.
Everyone around me is like slaves, working working working on assignments, including me myself. Everytime class ended, everyone goes home. Nobody hang out and lepak, waste time and yam char anymore. Everyone is very hectic. Everyone wanted to score a better grade. Everyone wanted to build a good portfolio. Everyone wanted a brigther future. and. everyone is growing up. everyone is no longer naif and happy-go-lucky.
It's a good sign, and a bad sign to me. Good as in, yah, we starts to talk about future, we're matured. Bad as in, we starts to get a lil bit conscious on the our aims and less being relax and happy as to enjoy our college life.
It's not to judge as if it's a right, or wrong. Things will eventually happen in this way, no matter you want it or not. People will grow up. We're like one step closer to the cruel reality world, where no one out there really cares if you work hard or not. The only concern is competitive, achievements and succesfull.

I don't know the purpose of having this topic. I don't know what sort of mood i am in now. I only know i have alot of work to do, but i'm not doing it now. and. i dunnoo....

Maybe, i'm hoping that college will end soon, so i'll open to a new chapter of life. which i hope is fresh and excited than what i'm repeating-ly doing now.

joyfull-us

2007-03-26T10:51:00.000-07:00

this is our first time of outdoor shooting. Not really went shooting for no purpose, it's somehow to help our dear lala for her magazine thing. It's like a week back then. I'm too busy to post and blog.

This was a hot-sun-day! around 12pm!!!!! but, i love the sky, full with clouds! Unfortunately, only me got sunburn at that day! My godness, my shoulder was expose, and the sunburn printed the singlet i wore inside! Until now.. it's still there... >_<

yeap. the crew. the photographers. the models. uchin. abby. ningli. ivy.

The cute-drummer. Ningli~ we love her spontaneous style and her unique laughter. She's slides. cool kan!

Okay, this is me. The rocker-wannabe(that's ckin's guitar)... haha. trying so hard to be like a guitarist! and the outcome = weird, funny.

Lollipop lover Ivy~ She's cute, she's our ajk peralatan (trust me, she's yelling there for having such a ugly name) haha. We love her, she's always the one who reminds us this and that. and she is a tidy freak.

lastly. all-time PLBB, brella gan~ We loves her attitute, bcoz it's cough, dude! haha, she's always so confident and wise, but for her temper...... haha, we still love it la! she's who she is. no hiding at all.

Yeap. these were us. the joyfull-us.
Life is made for joy.
Don't stay sad for long.

cant believe! but.. beware!!

2007-03-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

Cant believe this actually happen on me!!!
GOSH! you guys have to really be damn aware about it!

When i went back home, after a few while... there's ONE random guy knock on my door. Then irene (my housemate) went to get the door. He asked her to fill in a ang-pow-look alike thingy! Of coz irene was ackward and refused. He keep yelling saying that this is his job, and it's only to prove that he's really working to just get people's name and ic! Then, since it's just a name and ic, irene just fill up lar. After that, he asked irene to open up the ang-pow thingy..... SUDDENLY, he's like damn-cant-believe his eyes kind of expression! shouting that irene won the prizes.. for being very lucky!!!!! keep explaning that it's very unlucky la.... ask us to trust him lar.... showing us a piece of newspaper from utusan, then having the same ad for this prize giving out activity!

He told us, we might win cars like toyota, or kancil, and cash. either one. it's grantee we'll get one from there d. OWH, at that time.. i was like. "wah... really arh?" I respons as, okay lar.. since we're so lucky.. so just give us the prizes lar! THEN! he starts to say, we need to purchase their product in order to become their customer. Because this competition is open for their customers. OKAAY.... so, the product is actually some diamond filter thingy. i dunno lar. That cost like 3k+. HA_AH! yah-yah. prizes that need to be given after paying 3k huh?! well.... i already knew it's a cheat company. But, i wanna see how they actually wanna cheat us. I told them, we're still students, it's impossible for us to suddenly get 3k. So, he suggested we can pay 5% today, then the rest u can pay in future. OWH.. 5% cost like RM150...hmmm.. ok lar.... then izzit that we can get our prizes d? answer is NO! it's a MUST to pay all the depts for the products! to get those prizes! HAIH~ do we look like dumbo. afterall, we just set them off lar! say we dont want d!!!!! rather duwan all those whatever prizes, than risk 3k lor!

it might really is TRUE la. Then we miss the chance to fortune la. NVM lar.. but trust me la. this is fake lar! the reason i continue to look as if i'm interested rather than to say NO at the 1st point. I wanted to know how they actually convince people..... HAIH... somehow, if u're alone and have no friends to discuss.... dont give a damn on them la.. if not, it's quite easy to get cheated lor. bcoz they bring newspapers lar, give u their IC lar... say this n that lar....... PLEASE. i always believe there's nth so lucky lar. IF there really IS. then take it without having to risk any of ur money! he-he

owh... that guy actually give us his IC to us for a moment.. while i was talkin with him... listenning to his craps.... irene and ducum snap his IC down, as prove! HAHA!

* blur abit out of his details. Not too good to expose people ID card lar.

Coz, from what i heard, they might be cheated as well. From the upper management, than this kind of people maybe really trust that there is such prize giving out. He's a geeko la, keep sweating, like really very gan cheong... telling us, if we agree wit the prize's terms n condition... he'll get 10% from what we get! Maybe he really tot that he will get also lar!

Anyway. avoid from thinkin that u're the lucky ones when it comes to such situation!

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YAH... helped -brealla- out for her shooting. Purpose is to get images that fits in her magazine cover story. She's doing a band-related magazine... so , she asked us to fake out a band for her. named :upsidedown: (her suggestion. which i found quite cool.)

model : martin, me, ckin and ivy.
Photographer : uchin
Location : park behind my house.
Photo edit: me

Didnt really get alot of shots. It's started to rain once we started for a while.. -_-

enjoy lar. bye

random.

2007-03-09T08:45:00.000-08:00

Yah, been tagged by brealla_gan! This thing like never gonna stop right?! HAHA ! Next time, i'll find some interesting ones and tag u guys! ^^

Requirement*
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward (next) for each question.
3. Use the song title to answer the questions.
4. DON'T CHEAT.

1) How am I feeling today? tear my heart open * Papa Roach (WHAT? i'm feeling like to tear my heart open today?... ?_?)

2) Where will I get married? 听不到 * Maydays. (yeah. never come accross such 'married' issue, that's why, cant even hear any about it)

3) What is my best friend's theme song? 假装 * Jolin (OMG... what the hell, my best friend's theme song is FAKE-out.)

4) What was high school like? Deja Vu * Beyonce' (yah, everything is like deja vu?)

5) What is the best thing about me? 晴天 * Jay Chou

6) How is today gonna be? Say You Love Me * Jason & Lara (haha.. someone will say that he loves me?. IMPOSSIBLE.)

7) What is in store this week? 遇见了你 * Eason (ui yoh, chinese songs AGAIN?!)

8) What song describes my parents? 对不起, 谢谢你 * Eason (OMG. haha, this is tricky!)

9) How is my life going? The Evolution Of Dance * Ciara (HUH? i'm gonna start dancing arh?! S*)

10) What song will they play at my funeral? Blind * Lifehouse (yah, quite a sad song.. nice one too! SO, please play this song when i'm dead)

11) How does the world see me? Seperate ways * Craig David

12) What do my friends see in me? Hysteria * Muse

13) Do people secretly lust about me? Superwoman * Karen White (woah?!)

14) How can I make myself happy? Stay The Same * Joey

15) What should I do with my life? Balisong * Rivermaya

16) Will I ever have children? 一年前 * Anson Hu ( HAR?! last year?!!!! means what eh?! last year i never had a child, so, it means NEVER? owh, yeah! i hate kids)

17) What is some good advice? 发如雪 * Jay Chou

18) What do I think my current theme song is? Let Your Shoulder Fall * Matthew Jay

19) What does everyone else think of my current life? Cyrstal Ball * Keane (wah, compliment or what eh?)

20) What type of women do you like? It's begenning to get me * Snow Patrol (?)

21) Will you get married? Shame * Matchbox 20 (OWH, it's a shame for me to get married?)

22) Where will I live? Collide * Howie Day

23) What should I do with my love life? Lose My Head * Courtney Jaye (HAHA! should i?)

24) What will your dying words be? I Can't Take It * Andy Stochansky (ahha, yah, when i can't take it, i'll die lar!)

25) When Im having sex I say? 纯真 * Maydays (owh, really?)

26) When I meet a guy/girl for the first time I say? Ugly Girl * Fiona Apple (HAHAHAHA. whoooooops! Sorry to being abit bitchy!)

27) When my parents are angry I say? You Could Be Happy * Snow Patrol ( har?! wah, i'll kena more la..)

YAH, that's it... quite random lar...
My playlist got like 1000+ more songs, I never catogorize it.. It's like junk, i have classic, english, chinese pops, techno.... HUI YOH..

anyway, it's quite fun lar... this kind of random stuff! ^^

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We need to sharpen our skill real_kao_kao! Our junior, which is like few terms behind us is really doing very well! somehow, even better than us! One thing, they have alot of freedome in doing their assignment. Heard of the system changed for foundation year? Yah, they're going tru something not so commercialize, more to expressive! wow, check their work on gallery now, it's like good lor! Hmmm... we as seniors, HAIH.... too_sad_to_mention! But, it's great to see improvements lar! Let's improve and learn together lar!

product on pleasure.

2007-03-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

Have my 1st day for product shooting.
Didnt get any nice perfume on that day, simply took my recent using pleasure, from estee lauder. A bottle that doesnt look any unique. But, still, i shot it la.

here's the out come..

these two was choosen out from all.
A slight adjust on the colour and contrast in PS.

a lil bit big in size.... but, look at the details. not too blur out, right?
I'm only using my paria-digital-camera, Canon A700. For such outcome, i'm satisfied enough la.....

Gonna reshoot on friday, this time i borrowed mom's and sis's perfume... Hope i could make some nice shot out of it la!

wink*...

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exploration week is COMING. so soon. I need a job for the free-and-nothing-to-do week!
do tell me if u have any offer!
he-he

cursed to contineu this.

2007-03-06T09:49:00.000-08:00

Yah, finally my turn to write about >Six weird things about me<

trust me, this aint easy for me.

first . I'm very concern about the place i sleep. (bed) . I can stand on messy bed with blanket all over. But one thing, I FREAKING CANT STAND on PEOPLE WHO SIMPLY bumb into MY BED. Stepping, sitting, lying, or even sleeping! NO! If it's some situation where by you really need to touch my bed. You could... but feet OFF! Because it's dusty and dirty. *haha. this is kinda weirdo. bcoz i'm kinda used to super messy and untidy.

two . I can't stand to work with people who is slow in everything. Slow in eating, slow in talking, slow in packing up stuff, slow in walking, slow in making up their mind............... I'll get very freak out, and keep complaning or 'geram-ing' within myself. (of coz, i don't scold or blame you for that, u're not guilty.) haha. maybe i'm too fast and simply in doing whatever. So, can't really stand people who take details serious.

three . Once i'm in front of my pc, I'll stick on it at least few hours. I might be damn tired but, once i turn it on, i cant stop myself. -dont ask me why- blacko is another part of me.

four . Since dunno when, my photos cant be raw shown to public. Photoshop become a filter for all my photos that is choosen to post. Even if i dont make any master piece from it, slight colour toning become a must too. *guess i dont trust my photoshotting skill at all.

five . I love day dreaming. My day dream aint craps that goes all the way to neverland then flying apart. My day dreaming is all about how i picture my future, how i plan something that i knew it'll never happen, how i really do research on knowing something, but doesnt really meant something reality at the moment. *burp

six . I could be quite cold hearted sometimes. When i'm not in a good mood, or i just don't wanna give a damn on whoever.. i'll start acting damn fake. I'll still laugh, talk and joke with you. But, I'll know how fake i am... where by i smile to you, but i'm numb inside. HAHA. Sorry, for being fake *sometimes* (it REALLY happen sometimes only. not all the time. and. not to everyone.) I still dont feel secure to reveal who i really am infront of ALL HUMAN BEINGS.

that's how weird i am. Not really very weird la.
but, dont try to know who i really am. because, you'll never know.

hehe.

*wink

suddenly, i cut my hair.

2007-03-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

Not really planned to cut my hair.
but, today, i was asked to acc irene to cut her hair.
then, suddenly, i cut mine too.

here's the outcome..

Doesnt really thrilled me out for the new hair style. Well, it's not to come out wit a shocking hair cut. Just to trim it, coz it's abit out of shape lately. But, one thing, i'm kinda sad seeing my reddish hair being cut out. droppin bit by bit on the floor..... then, i realized, i love them alot.

updates.

2007-03-04T09:33:00.000-08:00

Hey people!

First of all. today is the LAST day of CNY! *finally! so, it's a STOP for all gambling stuff, ang pow taking and drinkin? (nah, that's an all-time-must) he-he!

Wraping up the whole CNY, it's just the word normal to describe. Compare with last year, seems like last year is better. But, nevermind, this year isnt that bad anyway. HEHE.

So, of coz i went for gambling and cheering with the TOA gang for the festive! Was quite continuous. From Pak yin's house, then ningli house, lastly ckin's! he-he, have to take this oppotuinity to THANKS for their offer! THANKS for their effort, beer, food, everything lar! AND, apologize to dear ning's family for being very annoying and extreamly disturbing! SORRY! But ning's new house were really palace! haha, nice house to stay.

photo sharing ))

Location : Ningli's-new-house 3rd floor. entertaiment corner.

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HAHA! yeah, this is my LOVELY :lollipop: 棒棒堂 : CD!!!
hehe, really thrilled to grab this in my hands. Keeps me in a good mood for the whole day! ahha, THO, the songs are not really very PRO standard, but i just love it! HAHA!
THANKS THANKS THANKS to IVY!!!!
for buying this from SG! (stupid malaysia, outdated all the time!)
At 1st, i told ivy not to buy mine. Because it's quite expensive, (cost around 55 malaysian ringgit) I told myself that i aint those little naif fans! dont want to spend money on such things.!
BUT! ivy herself bought 2 for herself, then at the end, she felt that it's useless to have 2, bcoz it's the same! Only the cover is different. THEN, she bring and ask if i want! The moment i saw it, it's like OMG! YAHHHH....... I WANT! (lame me.... >_<) But, hehe, luckily she bought 2, if not, i'll regret not to have one!

OKAY, u might think i'm stupid to go crazy on such idols. and, i'm 20. YAH, i admit. kinda crazy! BUT, i dont mind. What's more important on bringing myself some happiness. Expecially, when you can get a bit happiness with little money, dont doubt, just buy lar! And, still, I'm HAPPY!

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Owh yah, lately in love with the tracks of movie : THE HOLIDAY :

It's really a GREAT movie. It talks about love, and reality. I love the quotes from the movie, which is very TRUE!

here's to share.....

1stly, movie started off by Iris (KATE WIDSLET) saying.........

I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.

*glad i found this from the net, if not, i cant really memorize all these. BUT, i really like how she said all these. expecially the highlighted one!

come, another one.............

It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little peices of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

* and, it's so TRUE again!!!!!

jeez, i admit i did cry somehow in the cinema. It just describe on how you cant stop missing, cant forget someone, so much... and that person doesnt love you at all. Pathetic! BUT, it happen all the time!!

Many more qoutes, should watch for yourself! Ofcoz, there's sweet part amont Cameron Diaz and Jude Law (melting mesmerize!)

Listenning : You Send Me - Aretha Franklin / Cold Hands Warm Heart - Brendan Benson / Just For Now - Imogen Heap

cny. with photo.s

2007-02-27T02:37:00.000-08:00

yeap. this is a post of my cny with photos.
and. that's it.

granny and me

have nothing much to talk about this cny.
didnt really meet up with enough friends.
didnt really saw alot of long time no see friends.
well.
dont really feel good for that.
anyway, it ended like tat.
still not too bad la.

meeting ex-classmates. ex-gang. felt like travelling in a time machine. brought me back to my secondary days. But, once i come back in pj, it's like *snap* back to reality, back to my life now. Since, our ex-gang share the same past, but not present, maybe future maybe not.

anyway, for next year's CNY, it's really needed for someone to organize some gathering. well, i'll be the one, perhaps! very-not-satisfied-with-this-year's-gathering!

my CNY..

2007-02-19T02:11:00.000-08:00

Yah.. there comes day 2 of CNY, :chor-ye:

but, gosh.. it's bored die here! plan to come back from ipoh earlier for the fun and excitement that i expected in taiping. BUT! urh... the 1st 2 days of CNY, mostly friends will spend with family, and all gathering will held on the days behind. That's why... i'm at home, at home and at home onlY! luckily at least, the router here was fixed, and i could online. If not, gosh, i'm gonna sleep and wake, eat and sleep.

yesterday started to gamble.. MY GOD! lose rm30+... wat the... ! well, this aint not a year for fortune i suppose.... gotta avoid from gamble! luck-less in it!

But, anyhow.. it's also a time to rest lar.... well, havent get started on any homework.... and i should be doing it by now.

wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year!
Gong Hei Fat Choy!

There will not be any image available here! sorry_for_now. Really cant upload raw and unorganized photos in my blog. he-he.

mood: looking foward while bored
listen: dongdongdongqiang?

theVday

2007-02-18T09:49:00.000-08:00

***/blogin in my hometown with my mom's labtop which doesn't have any Photoshop!!!!!! urh, forgive for the photos to be ugly and n_o_r_m_a_l here! but, it's all RAW photos!

Owh yeah... Vday passed couples of days ago.

but, it's normal plus a lil warm for this year's Valentineday.

yeah, who said that it's a must for couples to cele the day?

spending with friends made the day interesting too. *provided friends to be mostly singles.

warm part; lotz of classmates shared their lil cute cupcakes, candies and biscuit during the class, which never really happen in our previous cd0553!! WARM betul.....

cute cupcakes, tangerine and smarties for lovely ivy... sweet betul!

happy Valentine!

but, one thing cute is, me, uchin and ivy went to one chinese rest and ordered vege, 'ham yu fa lam', plus rice and eat in a round table like family. what a valentine day, zero romantic but lotz of warmness!

greatest 'ham yu fa lam'! hahahaha...... sluuurp

Then, we head to curve. walking around in a mall which is full with couples.... kinda weird, and questioning ourselves, why we're here to see them intimate?! URH! but, anyway, we're here to do our laundry! went to laundry bar.. god sake, full with human beings... the cocktail was normal, the envioroment was... urh... bored! with wooden tables and chairs, turns me off a lil bit lar!

anyway... my magarita taste normal. the day ended early. aint very fun, aint too bored, aint very memorable.

normal!

*it's awefull to post photos (unedited photos) with blogger's! pain!

finally...it's RED

2007-02-13T11:36:00.000-08:00

Hello friends and family!
haha-haha
i'm back, from the trouble of connection error! (last for 5 days+ i suppose) yeah, back to the world of internet feels like drinkin water in a desert. haha.

finally... i gave my first time to paulyne (uchin's friend).
I'VE GOT MY HAIR DYED!
love the outcome. tho, still miss my black, but, red seems to be better!
actually it's not suppose to be catogorized in red, it's more to purple or violet, but, after that, it happens to look more like red. cant explaine. nevermid. still love it.

but, red is a sun child. she'll look great under sunlight. indoor, she'll be shy and hide herself. ha-ha

credits to
intoducer - yewchin
hair stylist - paulyne

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Since CNY is coming soon! so, time to make a change on my hair.. dying it is quite darring for me, coz i never dye my hair for my 20 years in earth! 1st time!

I'm so super in da mood of CNY lar! moodless to manage assignment d! Just wanna go play till my MAX! l'm sooooo keen to go back hometown, chit chat with relatives, yam cha with super long time no see friends, EAT EAT EAT all the yummy stuff, GAMBLE, ... wah seh! veli happy eh! hahaha... *urh.. there's still magazine, marker not started yet! what a turn off on CNY to have such assignment botherring! 去死啦!讨厌的功课!

owh, tomorrow will be the day for lovers! so called Vday! haih, there's nothing happening in my pass 20years of Vday, same as now la. well, not-in-a-sad-tone. haih yah.. luckily all my buddies are singles.. (mostly)... i still have them for SINGLES party eh! no worries, Vday ain't boring! Vday is fun! to celebrate.. we're still SINGLE!

(good(night)

song i cant stop replayin lately : 梁山伯与茱丽叶 - 曹格+卓文萱

i cant control. guilt or not?

2007-02-06T10:38:00.000-08:00

Hurm.. ning complaint that the 2100 wont be stopping if i dont come out wit a new post. YAH. But, nothing much to blog about............. hmmpm...........

wanted to post some image, (bcoz there's too much text lately..) There's nothing much that i shot lately...... well, come to this case, you'll see my face here for no reason! *whooops (just to fed the desire of postin image, and, there's nth better than my own face that i found in the folders.. ha-ha)

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a thing we can never control.
people's judgement.

It might be compliment, might not.
Take it or leave it, it's still gonna happen.

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I had been complaint to have a face of fierceful and scare people around. Hmpm... not a new stuff, i heard people said that to me way back. But, quite bother me actually. Urh, i don't hope to scare people, but, it's just can't help to have such a muka! Mom born me in this face, what more i can do? Haih, how could i have a friendly face huh?! Normally, when i'm in a place where i'm not used to, meeting strangers i never meet, i'll react as in curious and doesn't really smile too much. But if i did smile too much, it's consider fake! And, for me, when i'm curious, i'll concentrate on looking at something. Yah, perhaps i have a rounded and BIG eyes that looks as if i'm starring! SIGH........ I'm not eh........ not even a lil bit of evil-ness/bitchy-ness eh!

well, if you know me well, you'll found out that i'm not like that fierce. instead. i'm a easy going type lor. hmpm............

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mood : weird, guilt, blur
listening : across the universe - fiona apple

still suffering in my Unwilling_to_sleep!

2100

2007-02-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

They said, 2100 will be the end of the world. Where everything will collapse, man kind will therefore end.
It's still 93 years from now, and i'm already ashes by then.
So, I was thinking, "this is it?" for so many thousands years, this is what earth and human beings archieve. We keep thinking of how will the world look like in future, will it really be what we see in those futuristic movies? I bet not. For what we have now, it won't be changing much in 93 years. Ha-ha-ha-ha.. quite ironic. Afterall, we're not that great anyway.
Then, huge ice will melt, all land will be filled with water. It'll start all over again? Where dinosaurs cames, then ape? finally humans... so, we'll develope, develope and develope...... Technology raise... Nature poluted... Again.. it'll colapse.. and all over again?! Never ending kan. Then, where am i? haha.. where are you? and you? Seems like it's not us to control what will happen. Afterall, we're so lack of ability anyway.....

Don't really know why i come out with such a statement. Have a small chat with irene, about this matter. 2100 is just our next generation. GOSH. But, main point is not this la... Just suddenly felt that... "problems""dillema""conflict" that we're facing now.... those that crack our heads, made us cry...... actually doesn't really matter if it's compare with such a big issue. As, human, we're just such a small lil thing!

Anyway... hope the day won't come any earlier... i never wish to watch earth vanish.

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Using back my old 7.5 MSN messenger. Good idea of ck to downgrade it. But not really happy with it........ Because, once u used the latest version, you'll never wish to go backwards. Just like once you have a better one, you'll never turn back for an old one, right? That's cruel. But it's a fact. *whooops... statements again! What's wrong with me?!!!!!!! ai yoh!

why msn HATES me!

2007-01-30T09:08:00.000-08:00

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!
F* F* F* F*!!!!!!!
ui yoh, this kinda situation... cannot stop myself from releasing my anger tru F* words!

OWH MAN, MSN hates me!
shit him! or her.. i dunno.....
hate me tell me lar... don't do all those actions.... you bloody bitch!

yer! geram si~

This freaking notice lar! Ruin my relationship with MSN!
go die lar!

haih yorh.... anyone know what's wrong with it arh... i keep signing in.. then it off and close my whole msn automaticly and come out with this S* notice! GO DIE!!!! yerrrrr.... i uninstall and reinstall freaking lots of time d.... doesn't work.... i scan my virus... nothing helps...... haih..... hopeless!!!!

so sad without MSN......... like i lost my phone or something.....
now i desperately can use watever online msn thingy... what ebuddy.. YOR! FEELS so BAD!

moodless.........

help me..? anyone?

RAINS COMING (clips)

2007-01-30T07:25:00.000-08:00

the one while he throw his towel.. and said something~

one of the stage effect! cool kan!

some random dancing with dancers....

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i have more.. but it's too slow to be post... ahha, this 3 is the ones who get tru... sad kan~ nvm la....

RAINS COMING (pics)

2007-01-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

photos come first

as the videos are still super slowly uploading in youtube.. perhaps tomorrow only upload lar!

Okay, as the title said, i went to RAINS COMING concert!!! OMG.. hahaha, my mom got the free tickets on friday.. and i have to prepare myself for it in one freaking day! JEEZ.. OWH, still have to thanks to dear mom that happen to work in such a music related company, always have lotz of free tickets. I went once free for beloved JAY CHOU and now RAIN pulak! weee~

Anyway, no big huha lar. The ticket is like rm135 or rm85 la.. not too sure.. but it's those free sitting type. So, i didn't really expected too much la, well, since it's free, no harm to go lar! AND, Rain's concert is catogorized in international standard, so must go lor! But, for how much i like him is okay okay only lar! quite cute, cool and can dance super well!

Here comes....

When me n my sis was lining up to the entrance of the hall, we saw HANNAH TAN,(don't feel like naming her hannahT) with some others HOT chicks... They were behind us, lining up in the same entrance. Wah Seh, host + singer, a quite well known artiste, have to pack with us, and sit in the cheapest seats, quite weird to me! Maybe she have free tickets just like us.. but, well, i thought she might have a better free ticket seats la! ha-ha.
anyway, i tend to shot her muka as evidence.. but hard lar... i have to peak here n there to get her in to my screen. After all, i only got her back view! but trust me ... it's her... (can see from her body la.. sexy kan) *she's eating pineapple during the Q.

Not a really related thing anyway. ha ha.

Owh yeah.. me and the stage! Yeap, that's my view of the night. VERY not bad to me. It's the 3rd level, highest one, but on the left side. So, i can actually view the stage from top nicely d! Better than far behind with alot of ppl standing in front of me lor... will die la like tat! Plus, it's indoor, air con-ed! No sweat concert, first time to me...

We came one1/2 hour earlier.. nth to do.. then have to snap shot abit lar! People are filling up the seats. The concert started at 8.45pm (delay for 45min.. but, biasa lar...)

Here comes RAIN! cheers and screams are all over... music and base.. lights.... I didn't get to shot alot of his face! 1stly, i'm sitting quite far apart, even if i zoom, have to make sure i don't shake my hands lar.. then low light condition.... end up, i only got few shots of him.... but alot of video... bcoz that's more easy to snap!

I bet the stage and effect worth for it's price. for your info, he's ticket is selling 1k and more(for those who were in the rock area *rounded surrounding-the-stage-area*) But it's worth lor, if u really RAIN fans! He sing live. He dance live. He even talk live with he's weird but still understanding english.

I'll rate 10/10, 100% perfect for this concert! It has everything a concert needs, maybe more than that! FIRE, WATER, WIND, LIGHTS, DANCERS(great ones), DRESSING, STAGE DECO, BIG BIG HIGH QUALITY SCREENS, FIREWORKS................ wow! one more thing, there is alot exits and entrance for him to come in and out of the stage.. haha, very unpredictable for where he'll come out!

This was the best effect i ever see in a concert! GOSH, super duper speechless.. there's water falling down from the cilling... on to RAIN.. while he's singing half way.......and he's wearing white shirt.. gosh.. SEXY sial! But really I knee down for it's effect! stunning good till speechless!

YAH, really worth to see. REALLY is INTERNATIONAL standard! It's like those justin timberlake's concert, just that it's RAIN and he's singing Korean, other than that.. the effect and the sound system, screen effect.. all PERFECT!

goodbye stripes

2007-01-23T08:32:00.000-08:00

We had too much of stripes!
It's time to say goodbye...
2007 is a year for new checks!!!!!!!
weeeee....

send my condolence

2007-01-17T07:22:00.000-08:00

life is short? yes.

Every human that stays in this world meant at least something to one person. But, we will lose people we care one day, sooner or later, can't tell when, only god knows. For my dearest friend, irene, she lost her father yesterday. The feeling was of course sad, but weird as well. Everything seems to be the same. She still eats, watch drama series, the world still revolve like how it's suppose to be. One thing that is different is... someone has gone.. forever. You'll never see this person forever. only in dreams and memory, is the place he/she stays. Gosh, it's sad.

She went back... for the funeral stuff. I do hope to be there to accompany her. But, there's classes on, and also, nothing can be help even if i rush back or not. I really felt that... life is unpredictable. You'll never know... when someone will just disapear in a "snap"! Then, you'll start to recall... when was the last time you meet this person. Regretting that... why you didn't do or tell him/her what u wanted to do all the time! That's why, it is suppose to treat everyone you wanted to say goodbye to, as the last time you're gonna meet him/her. Because, life is unpredictable.

hmmmm.....

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a sudden thought i have in mind.

a tool i used to make things clearer... but... it doesn't really work anyway.

The ordinary day

2007-01-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

Owh yah.. here we come... back to those college life days..
classes... full with craps, after classes.. full with even more craps and laughters....

t.o.d.a.y..i.s..a..r.a.n.d.o.m..p.h.o.t.o..d.a.y.

bye!

brand new!

2007-01-09T01:21:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. since everyone (mostly la) is posting about the great START of college... i'm here as well! (main stream me.. ya-ya.. so what?!)

Okay.. forget about my previous post which stated how sad and pathetic i am! that's only for the particular moment! down moment. Well, you meet ups and downs in life what, right?!

And i'm back to normal now! yeah, today gone tru our very 1st class! Marker! Gosh.. i felt the stress in future, man! The task is getting tough and EXTREAM tough lar.... haih... suddenly got a lil bit scared of how i'm gonna proceed! The most fear is drawing in different angle requiring porpotionate perspective... PERSPECTIVE! haihhhhhhhh...... how eh?! Owh yah!!! PLUS!!! lecturer actually INSISTS us to buy one book! not ordinary books... BUT a book which cost us... at least RM200 and above!! sei lar........ yor, she tought we're all rich humans meh?! suddenly ask me to buy a book this expensive! siao lor...... summore, next week without the book, she will ask us to leave class loR! haih................. cannot buy new year cloths d la..... sob sob sob!!!!!

stop complanning lar! well.... haih! this is the one academy student's life lor..... is like that d lorrr...... lorrr........

anyway.. i'll ganbateh geh!
I MUST!

boring till wanna hang myself

2007-01-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

OMG...
i'm so SUPER BORING lar........

gonna slap myself for saying i need some time staying at home doing nothing.. relax syok syok! YOR.. enough d la... i'm too used to alot of activities, hectic lifestlye la.... now like staying at home doing NOTHING for one whole freaking week! man... seriously killing lar!!!!!!

aihhhh...... damn! i'm getting depression soon, i think, or perhaps, autism..............
too long never talk to human beings... haih..........

too less friend i suppose. when those close friends and family were all busy... i really cannot crack out anyone to go hang out with. even if there is... i also won't like wanna go with them lar...............

:(
sad weekend....

Countdown @ Genting!

2007-01-04T11:48:00.000-08:00

For a day to say goodbye to 2006 and welcome 2007!!!!(big mistake i did)
It's a must to go out CELEBRATE it with HUMAN BEINGS!!!!!!!!!

yeahhhhh..... for our celebration, mr.organizer had already planned from August.... booked the rooms... and... wah seh... at that time, we still felt like it's super long way to reach 31st of december! But guess what... Here it is!!!! huhuhuhuhu.......

This could be one of the best celebration i ever had to welcome a new year.(last year isn't that happenning.... *no wonder last year didn't turn out great huh?!) haha, this year... i'm gonna have a great year, bcoz.. i celebrated and welcome it with a super fun and happy mood!!! weeeeeeee

So, yeap... we went GENTING! yah, the place where we can pretend we're having a white new year celebration.... well, it won't snow lar, but at least, it's cold and syok! like we're in overseas lar! (haih.. desperate malaysians!)

Journey starts from kl central > bus > cable car > genting > check in > makan > hang out > countdown > hurray > chivas time > wait for sun rise > failed to see the sun rise > back to sleep > wake up > check out > makan > cable car > bus > kl central : yeap! ends!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha.... yah, can i just keep it in this short. kinda lazy to explaine all in details... let the photos do the talking lar (i'll add in something lar ^^)

This few photos.... were snap after our checking in and hunt for food! every were were very pack! so, end up... we settled in Pizza Hut. But, it takes 30min to wait for our turn to get in! What's best to spend time?! no doubt. capture the best moment!!! weeeeeee......

ohh.. we bought 1/2 a gallon of baskin robbins ice cream with 5 diff flavour!!! "DIG people!!!!!" hahaha.. we just scoop random and makan makan the whole bucket!!!!! yeah... eat all the bad stuff for the pass year!!!!!

Owh yeah.... this is the climax of the whole freaking event man!!!!! The fireworks location!!!! gosh.. there's a lot a lot A LOT of human beings!!!! But bcoz we came in big group as well.. haha... manage to have a spot for ourself to groove with the musics... siao and SCREAMMMM!!!!! hahaha... damn high lar.. everyone of us!!!! weeee haaaaa~!! and those fireworks were really DAMN DAMN chun lar!!!! (tho, i had one experience on damn chun close up fireworks.. during countdown of 03 at langkawi) Anyway... we really went crazy!!!! scream and shout! Forming a human train walking all over the places and greeting happy new year to everyone!!! Gosh, i love the atmosphere!!!!

Our group PHOTO! tho, it's a lil bit too much of grain. can't blame lar... the low light condition is hard to achieve nice sharp photos lar! but, very satisfied d lar! huhuuh!

This was after countdown.. then we toast and drink in the room! Hahaha.. played games and drink.... ckin was so-so-so drunk! lame him! I stay super awake.. not even a lil bit of drunk.. haih... no point lar.. i'm too good in drinking.. (huhuhuhuhuh) well-well.

After that we went to wait for the freaking sun rise!!! determine that WE WANNA SEE THE 1st SUNRISE IN 2007!!!!!!! arih, but, we had no idea where the sun will actually rise! asked the hotel workers... they know nth lar! well... haha... stupid us just went to the garden and feel the super-duper cold air blowing in to our bones!!!! Sing, talk and exercise to keep ourself concious and warm..! FINALLY... yah, the sky turns brighter abit d lar.. but no sign of the freaking sun! aih... too tired to seek for it.. we went back to zzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzz lar!!!!!!

For this whole countdown... it's really DAMN freaking FUN! I'll not forget every single thing we did! this will be the most memorable countdown i ever had lar! Colledge friends stay the shortest time in our lifes, bcoz it only takes like 2-3 years to spend together... unlike primary or secondary.. at least 5 yrs lar! That's why.. we gotta go as crazy as we could... (not throwing the dustbin from 4 storeis down lar... *some starngers did that...) enjoy everything we're doing now. no matter how the result turns. it'll still be the best part of life!!! i believe!!!!! I'm glad to say.. i didn't waste my life, waste my young moment!!! hehehe... still hope to have such trip in future!!!! ehhem.. organizer?!

A summary for my freaking hectic whole term break!

2007-01-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

Ehhem.. well, some might felt that it's kinda stupid to spend time on explaning what happen and details of your daily! bcoz, WHO CARES about it...
but... well, this is my blog. I cares to jot down some part of life! bcoz i quit writting dairies.. and all i left is my blog! hehe... dun bother me lar.. don't like to read.. then go away lar!

Okay.... haha... to sum up all these... i need a calendar!!!!!

yeap!!! mostly is all about shopping.. then work back.. then go here n there.. countdown.. bla bla bla..... it's really a hectic term break i have!!!!!!! Like i have no time to stay at home, online and watch drama series.. super relaxing type! no lor... don't have lor! But, well, it's not that bad anyway... it's good to feel busy! keeps you going.......! Ofcoz, if i can like make my vacation calendar full with places i been.. that's more excellent lar! huhuh... dreaming!

My mp3 player had be ruin by my sister. I don't know what happen.. i borrowed her for a week to listen.. then some virus corrupt my system. The whole thing cannot be used d! AIHH~ but, luckily, she know where's the creative lab, and we went there to ask for help. Guess what, bcoz my mp3 was still under warrenty.... so, the straight away agree to replace a new zen neon for me after 2 weeks! wah seh, this is what we called good service lar!!!!! hehe, summore upgraded my mp3 from 5GB to 6GB eh, last time was orange in colour.. the new one comes in freshy green!!!! weeee~ (yah, afterall, corrupting my mp3 isn't a bad thing anyway)

Then ar.... i spend my term break mostly with my family.... my mom, sis, and brother.. plus auntie and her childrens. We celebrated Estee's(lil cousin) birthday on 22th, then went for red box. 1st time did this with family members.. weird?! but, it's too rush d.. bcoz we need to go for a high tea in sunway resort! apa lar... like keep skipping songs only... hiah..... For the high tea buffet part, the food was.. not too bad lar.. but nothing special lor.... for only they have a huge choco fountain lor.................

After that..... on x'mas!!! me and my hometown buddies have some great time countdown on the curve. Christmas dinner in the super pack TGIF. Tho, there's no programe on there. But... there's still a big crowd lar... alot of human beings wonderring! haha.... okay lar....

For the next day.. which is christmas... i went to church!!!!! (gosh.. for the very 1st time in my life..... to attend church during xmas) I followed nicole... a chirstian lar. Then, they have alot of singing, dancing and acting performance lar. Quite okay lar and it's warm to see them exchanging presents and greetings to each others. But, the part when the priest starts to talk about jesus. How he save us, how we should not forget this is the day to remind us about jesus... blablabla..... haha... no offence lar, but i don't really went into it lor, about the point of view. not too agree nor disagree lar. I'm a free thinker lar!

After that was pak yin's xmas party!!!!! It's quite fun for me lar, meet up with people that i didn't meet for the whole term break... hehe... then talk craps... bullshitting! haha, and it's the 1st time i see soon yee drunk lar!!!! haha... he really sucks in drinking lar.... blush like hell.. tears out tim.. like very cham lor. Well, i didn't do well as well.... was K.O. after the last cup down with ckin and ujin i suppose... bcoz the rules to quite the game is to down one big cup wor. Haih.... i'm okay to be drunk lar. BUT, i never expect that i will suffer from sleepless night. My arms are like super pain, and it keeps me awake lar... weird lar, why arms but not like head or any other parts ler?! aih seh... dunno lar!

*photos all in soon yee's cam! he never send me yet.. >_<

For our GENTING 07 countdown celebration will be contineu until i got all the photos, got it editted, then only i'll post!
bcoz i shot a very small amount of photos on this trip! haih....... the official photographer for this event, which is miss Ivy, was super missing in online action once we came back... haih... can't get the photos for her. NO PHOTOS, means NO BLOGGING lor...!

new 2007 year

2007-01-01T05:26:00.001-08:00

I promise myself to spend a whole day for blogging tomorrow! I missed out too much to blog, partly fadding away from my memories!!!
For now... i've slept for only 3 hours last night.. i need some rest.
BUT.. i still have to jot down the feeling and wishes i had for this very 1st day of 2007. (in case the feeling gone tomorrow.. cannot lor)

haha, enough of craps.

To all,
Happy new year.

To me,
To be frank, i'm absolutely not doing well last year. Well, can't really blame on luck itself only, maybe i'm not conscious or putting enough effort to achieve it. Or, maybe it's just faith that last year aint my year at all!
So, I'll commit to myself today, which is the first day of year 07. I wanted to slim down! (Oh my god!!!!!. i telling the whole world, which means i MUST achieve it.. if not... very jatuh muka lar... BUT.. it's not that easy ler... ) HAHA... ya-ya.. this is one of the wishes i made EVERY single YEAR! oh man... i really need to commit and achieve it lar!!! But, eih, i had companions this time! hehe... ckin ler, uchin ler, ivy ler.... they all have the same plan as well.. hehe.. good la then!
Okay, next will be.. of coz, paying more effort on my work! NO MORE SLUMBERNESS! i MUST treat every single assignment as a portfolio(like what ckin keep mentioning)... as a job given by a real client! MUST semangat lar... (yeah.. a very official wish every student should commit)....
Next, hummm.. this might not really achieve lar. I hope to travel oversea! yeah... no matter where lar.. singapore lar, bangkok lar... anywhere lar.. of coz never expect those expensive country lar!hehe....
Last thing.. i just hope to god that bring me a lil.. just a very very lil luck will do. Pls don't make me lost anything this year! NO! maybe give me some suprise... haha.. like.... ehhem... meet some cuties... hiak hiak hiak.. @_@ dreaming me!

okay lar.. i very "stim stim" (blur as in not enough sleep)..
tomorrow will upload photos and details about my happy countdown!

Konsortium BUSES SUCKS!!!!!!!

2006-12-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

GOSH!
i'm so gonna complaint about the incidence that happened few days ago when me n my siblings are travelling back to IPOH. I'm gonna COMPLAINT COMPLAINT till all those pig headed, brainless workers, those that never deserved to be named as human beings, not even animals! not not even dust! UNTIL the company fired them or anything.... just Please just vanish from the universe!!!!!!

chill chill.............. okay.... it strated like that!

Bcoz it's kinda precious for me, my sister and my brother to have holidays in the same time. So, we plan to pay a visit to grandma in IPOH. Then, on that morning itself (last wednesday).. we head to the most dirty place in town. PUDU bus station to get the bus tickets for 4.30pm KL - IPOH! A man from the counter gave us a piece of thin paper as the ticket for 3 of us! I was like.. huh?! that's it???.. He said, yah.. it's a free sitting.. first come first serve! Normally, bus ticket from that konsortium company is printed by machine on a paper.. with seats located! Then.. we thought it might be some changes we don't know lor.....

On 4.30pm.. we sit in the bus as usual.. then a bunch of girls with the original printed bus ticket came late... and yelling that they have no seats. SO! the guy which is incharged to check tickets asked us and a few more people who is having the same tickets that look different from the original to leave the bus and change for a original ticket!!! OMFG! What the helll!!!! hey, we paid the same amount as all of the other passangers! and we wanted the bus at 4.30pm! then after quarreling with the that ticket checker guy which doesn't make any sence at all! some of the malays give up and leave the bus! OMG... how could they! it's our rights as well what! why are they giving up! then one by one.. all of them leave the bus including us. No point what, since that bus ticket checker is a dumbo. Me and my sis... along with our lil bro went to the office of konsortium, we argue with the manangement about this problem! they said.. it's their machine error, so they can't track back that how many tickets had been sold. WHAT?! then don't sell any ticket at that moment lar! yor.. stupid izzit?! how can a bus fit in so many passangers if u keep selling the tickets! that's why i said they're brianless lor! YOR! then they assure that we will have a seat on the 5.30pm bus. BUT it's already one hour passed lor! I will really want them to pay back my lost 1 hour! no matter how. if not. i'm gonna complaint this case to what ever source that i could! until it bcomes a big impact to their company!!!!!

really very frustrated about our customer serivice! how can it be like this! it's so againt's human rights! you know what, some other victim like us(malays) went to the counter and change back the ticket to cash. That's it. That's how the company treat their mistakes towards customers! What if they can't get any ticket back to Ipoh with the cash that they got back, because it's kinda late already..... then... walao eh! They should have go complaint to the office like what we did. At least make sure we'll have a seat on 5.30pm bus. AND.. also complanit to get back our lost 1 hour. maybe some voulcher or anything! we deserved!!!!!!!

shit la! hate malaysian's customer service!!!!!

what is life to you?

2006-12-08T12:51:00.000-08:00

Holiday started. It's the first holiday that last for a month, 4 weeks.
I'm not very happy, nor sad. Just like.. owh, another term had passed, then another is coming.

Then, i flip back on my handwritten dairies last year when i just got my spm result, struggling for what to study, which path to proceed. I wrote something like this...

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(in chinese)

生命就象一张图画纸.
有的人拥有的图画纸, 很小张, 有的却很大张.
填上什么图画, 颜色, 全靠的是自己.

有的人虽然有很大张的图画纸, 可惜空白的地方太多了.
有的人虽然只有很小张图画姿, 却因此, 他们把它填满色彩, 图案.

要做到生命有很多色彩.. 只有一个字.... 勇敢!
勇敢做你觉得对的事!
虽然, 别人不太了解, 甚至不认同, 可是, 那是你自己的图画纸.
只要你满意, 那就是全世界最美的生命图画了!

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I try to translate it simply....

Life is like a piece of canvas.
Some might get a big canvas, some might have a small piece.
But what matters is the content, the colours.

Some might have a big canvas, but with alot of empty spaces.
Some might have a small canvas, but full with colours and drawings.

To fullfill your canvas, there's only one way, which is courage.
Courage in doing whatever you agree that it's correct!
Althought it might not be agreed by the whole world.
But at least, if you're satisfied with your canvas.
That will be the best work ever in world!

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(haha.. sorry lar.. i knew i'm very sentimental lar.. But, hey, that's a pass lar.. i seldom write such poem now.)

This made me choose what i wanted to do, at that time.
It's to study in art and design.

I hope i didn't choose wrongly.
But, what i felt now is my "canvas" is too empty! Like i never really paint anything on it! I didn't really did something that cause me alot of courage and will power! I'm 19, turning 20. Who knows i'm gonna have how many years in this world. I should find something to do. To make my "canvas" colourfull.... I should..... do... WHAT? I'm thinking. Then, I hope that i'll take action to do whatever i thought.

Hehe. actually i was thinking of being a backpackers and have a look on the world before i really leave. BUT. it won't be working on me lar..... haih..............forget about it.............

Hurm... sorry to post something like.. no starting and no ending. (tiada pendahuluan dan penutup). But, i dunno eh, it's late n it's time to sleep. So, i wrote this as if i usually will write down on my diary!
night.

Happy Birthday to MAMA~

2006-12-01T07:54:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah.. my dearest mom's bday is on 1st of December~!
happy birthday to her....~^^
wish her happy happy everyday...

The present for her this year is kinda expensive if compare with the previous years, me and my sis bought her a new handphone, motorola v3i. Since we start some part time.. and it's really time to change my mom's phone...! haha, she likes it very much as well... (even my phone haven't upgrade lar! haih yoh.. such a good girl i am! ^^...bluekk...)

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Finally.. could have some spare and relax time to blog.. ha ha ha ha!!! I'm so done with my assignments..... (tho, there's one more ad left! ai yah, don't care d lar.. screw it 1st!)

I'm really so glad that finally i finished the packagging design! which actually took us like the whole term to finish it. From ideas, maskhead, packagging, MOCK up!!! I'm proud to say i did it myself..... Before this, i was so scared about the mock up, and wanted to seek for ivy's help... her FA skill is super geng lor! but then, due to the lack of time... haih yah... i just started to do it myself... super gan cheong lar.... BUT.. haha.. i did quite okay for the mock up part...phewww... lucky lucky....

Grappy Fruittie! hehe...

The plan of the packagging!

I wanted to shot the final mock up packagging.. BUT.. i don't really have the chance to do that.. haih.. NO TIME lar... plus i'm so rushing back hometown for my grandpa's b'day dinner... i have to finish it much more earlier than others....... that's why... no mood and time to really shot it nicely under good lighting and all..... Well, nevermind lar... i'll do it when i got it back from marking. Don't know why, the longer i look at it, the more i felt that something is missing in the design. Don't know?! haih... but anyway. this is the out come that i had already pass up! no point on thinking too much lar... no turning back as well.

Thanks so much to ningli for handing my assignment to sharon!

i'm 20 soon...but.....

2006-11-28T10:47:00.000-08:00

yah, it's coming to the end of this year. after that, next year, i'm 20.... owh dear... no more teen means no longer teenager! Recalling what happen this year.. i'm just gonna conclude the whole year with a word.... :boring: yah, boring because, there is nothing excited, nothing new happen! everything, everyone was just the same as last year... well, and nothing great happen to me as well... That's it.. the last year of my teens falls on a single word, :Boring:

am i not having enough fun as a teenager? am i over rushing myself to act like an adult? am i suppose to drop all problems and just go spontaneous and enjoy my teen life? well... anyway, there's no turning back anymore.... NO MORE TEEN for me.... (tho, it's one more month left, it doesn't really matters) FUN is missing in my life, i suppose. FUN is not what other's can give, it's deep inside me, i feel no FUN about anything that happens... lepak, sing k, shopping, hang out, chit chatting....whatever... doesn't really perk me up like it is suppose to be! maybe it's too much and it keep repeating... It's getting mundane. I wanna get some new fresh activities to find my FUN back! I don't know how it works... Maybe someday, you'll suddenly see me missing in action, moved to a new town, chit chatting wit some strangers..... (yah, that couldn't be, silly me). But, the feeling of travelling is so STRONG.. anywhere, just out of MALAYSIA! singapore, thailand, even indonesia.. anywhere.... I just wanna stop right where i am, then go have a short break.

But, reality won't allow me. Studies, work, family & friends responsible, FINANCIAL.... all this facts... so, i'm totally a loser! reality had it all, win!

sad....

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uplaod this for those who miss ganlala in action...

yah, that's her.. (in case u guys forgotten) lying on MY BED!!! reading MY MAGAZINE.. last week when she came seek for online!

clown

2006-11-28T02:30:00.000-08:00

a clown that makes you laugh

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haha.. okay.. playing with a new found photoshop fake eye lashes brush~!!!!! ahha... well, let's see what photoshop can do....

the original image

Anyway, i'm just too bored and have nothing better to blog about.....In fact, we're so in the mood for holiday since it's only 2 weeks left.... But, holiday actually means nth much to me. A lot happen lately... due to i'm so not blogging lately... it's already accumulate until i don't know where to start.... aih.... i went to sekinjang, which is a very indeed BORING kampung!!!!! and we celebrate yewjin's b'day..... and lala came to stay over night with me last week for the sake to use my PC!! her connection is still dead!!! gosh...... i'll update some photo when i'm in the mood, but for now it's like no mood to do anything........ urh
bahbah!

Good Morning world~

2006-11-21T18:08:00.000-08:00

I felt super good now!
Slept at 9pm yesterday, and woke up straight at 9am now! HAha.. was thinking to have a nap on 9pm... BUT.. due to i'm seriously TIRED... then... zzz... screw it! and when i woke up morning at 9, the feeling is fantastic man! haha, like i'm super healthy~ and the sun shines warmly~ good lar!

I'm having a problem with my daily routine lately as well as my habits. Used to sleep at 5am and woke up around 3pm.... OR, wake up early without having enough rest (that's what happen few days ago). Then, my room was in a mess few days ago. GOSH.. cloths, books, papers, crackers, tissue papers were all over! I just cannot imagine a virgo like me can stand to live in this environment (in fact, this is what it is all the time!!!) OKAY! ENOUGH... i got to get rid of all this and live like a human! That's why i clean my room few days ago, and hope that it would stay clean for a longer period! (hahaha) I'm gonna sleep early and wake up earlier from now on... If not, i'll look like zombies... @_@

Yeah... like what ning siad, it's good to commit here in your own blog on what you're suppose to do!!! It's a motivation! like you won't wanna cheat yourself and your readers, right?

Anyway, I actually had a feeling whenever i woke up morning and saw a good warm sun i'll perk up and get my camera to shot whatever in the morning. As it's known as the best timing for good photography. YAH, morning sun light is really very rare to me! because i seldom experience MORNING (mostly young people won't wake up early for no purpose, right?) But, actually... there's morning in everyday. It's just that we miss it all the time (okay, maybe not "we" but me lar) It's like i dumped morning and forgotten it! I felt pitty for morning.. I felt like i owe morning!! I gave too much to night, and it's time to pay back some for morning!!!!!!

Okay.. end of my confession towards morning! *idiotic me*

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lastly... i miss GAN LA LA online lar!!!!!! come back online asap lar u!!!!!!!

New hair cut!!

2006-11-14T09:21:00.000-08:00

Irene turns to 19 yesterday..
on her big day~!!!!
13.11.2006~!!!!
haha, we went red-box for the countdown with her, middle of the night~(gosh) then, the next day, went sg.wang and a mongolia restorant around time square, wahaha, the lamb is super nice lar!!!! Hope she had fun with all the celebration~ well i had fun as well... tho, it's only 3 of us, like a lil bit lack of crowd and noise.. but, well, we had celebrate our birthday since 4-5years ago together... every year together!!!! so, now, haha, not much suprise to give lar... we're like family members d lar... simple dinner does the best!!!!

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if life is dull....
cut your hair!!!

ahha, so then, i cut my hair~!
hey hey~
on the day of irene's B'day~! 13.11.06
well, i give no opinion on this, the hair stylist just cut for me like how he wanted! So, the outcome i'm still quite okay with.. but, it's kinda weird to have such short fringe lar... nvm lar, since, it's not the 1st time to have such a fringe lar..... no harm no harm.. because!!! HAIR GROWs~!!! okay~!!!! haha no worries~!

(sorry for this... i'm gonna post quite some numbers of me!!! hehe... take a deep breath or swich to another page lar..!!!)

yeah, it's short, but so what? i love it!!!!

different prespection of the new hair style

owh well... it's abit too big... hahah~!! i forgotten to resize ler...

Paws~

2006-11-10T07:20:00.001-08:00

wow... woowww~
wooooffff...
miaooo... miaooo....

haha, we went to paws for community service this thursday~~~
weee... we had alot of fun there... firstly thought that it would be something tough.. like cleaning their cage, shits, and bathing them... but end up, it's just doing some simple job, like cleaning few cage which is not dirty at all, and dog walking! then.. done.... wah seh, easy job for community service lar, effortless..... hehe, but, will want to come again lor... really feel happy to spend time with those dogs and cats? no la.. prefer dogs~ hahaha.......

two of the dogs which i was incharge for dog walking... the 1st one is *crazy... omg.. she's memang sial, like never went out from the cage.. super hyper active!!!!! the 2nd one is *terry(if i'm not mistaken...) haha, this is better, she's not that hyper active... i suppose she's abit affraid to go out type lar...... But, i like czhi's "miss" the most.... muahaha!

hah

Emotions

2006-11-06T04:53:00.000-08:00

hey hey... time to update lar...
i know you guys were so sick of my faces.. >_< style="font-size:85%;">.. (i'm kinda sick as well.. @_@)

so, today, we went to lagoon to try out for some theme shotting for light and shadow, texture, shape, reflection and... colours....
yeap... i did get some shots lar.. but normal normal type lar... I like few which is not in the theme above.... muaha.. some of my random shots...

okay, enjoy lar ^_^ (yah-yah, i knew it's much more better than all-of-my-face lar!)

a random indian boy... that's his toy...

the farmiliar model.. ganlala..

emo cheekin

light and shadow?

(owh yah, wanna ask for some opinion!!!! the cheekin, lec said it could be light n shadow.. but the one below cheekin, lec help me cropped and ask me to choose one from it...... so, how do you think? which is better as light and shadow?)

texture?

new faces of me

2006-10-31T22:53:00.000-08:00

Hey...
Yah, i knew it's farmiliar..
i did a new version of this.....
for some reason~~
hehe~!

which of me u think it's better?

THe old one...

mo fan BANG BANG TANG!!!!!

2006-10-26T10:04:00.000-07:00

hey hey~
I've been so deadly loving this programe!!!
it's....
MO FAN BANG BANG TANG!!!
模范棒棒堂!!!!!
bang bang tang official website

Super addicted!!!
One reason, bcoz, there's too many cuties to be loved!
hahahaaha.....
but, i'm not those stupid naif fans lar!
*well, tho i act like one*
nevermind....

Okay, basically, it's a taiwanese V channel programe, named, "mo fan bang bang tang".. if translate into english will be like... hmmm.... :super great lolipops:... i dunno lar, direct translate lar...... So, it's about a reality contest open for taiwanese guy, aged between 15-25. They will need to show their talent, live in a group, and finally, 6 person will be choosen to form a group and come out with cds, and become a super star!!! If you guys notice there is another previous version which is for taiwanese girls, named "hei she hui mei mei". Anyway... that's not important lar....

So, about the content is... alot related to those boys inside, they have to take some challange lar.. bla lar.... and, guess what... they were so SO SO very popular now in taiwan!!! and also Malaysia!! muaha, i'm Fans NO.1.... well, go watch if u're free.. simply type "模范棒棒堂" in youtube, then can watch lor.. or else, borrow from me lar.. muaha.. i got whole stack here... hehehe.......

From the programe, i got to know someone... a super handsome, talented 1!!! he's AO QUAN! 敖犬!!! yea yea!!! He's just so irresistible lar... you just can't take of your eyes from him!! expecially when he's dancing!!! owh.. super super geng! he's a b-boy(breaking dancer).... wah seh, i bet he sure will be very famous in future! no doubt... But, actually i like him, bcoz i saw he's attitude on everything he did! he's very serious, and puts alot of effort! Plus, he's very funny, witty as well~! damn cute man!

okay.. he did really look kinda like edison chan!
but.. haha, i kinda liked him more than edison... whoops whoops**

official photo shot for "mo fan bang bang tang"

owh... look at him...... *slurp*

Haha.. he's handsome but cute as well... see, so many face expressions!

I wanted to load all of his photo.. but, ai ya, not so sial lar... hahaha... *i have a folder filled with his images... muahahaha*
I know it's so not enough for you girls...
come....
go check out he's page for more.....
ao quan's wretch
ao quan's wretch photo album

Besides that, i liked another cute guy... he's memang cute lil brother lar... only 16 this year.... named, GuaGua~!!!!!!

Hahahahah.... Cute right~!!!

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Jeez, i'm so into it lar!!! Havent finish up assignments.. but... haih... now i can't watch them lor... bcoz i have it until early of November... the contineu one is still loading on the way.... haih... my sis have it.. but she refused to give it to me... i damn geram about her lor! not bcoz of the addiction, it's more to dissapointment of having such a sister, we talked yesterday and planned to meet up today! but, guess what, she acts like nothing happenned!!! YER... someone kill her pls! haih, don't wanna talk about it! it's fucking making me sick! nevermind, i'm loading by my ownself, tho i need to wait! but, better than giving hope on someone who never did anything! ISHHH~

Anyway. still headache about photography lesson's 5 theme assignment lar... yor... damn sad lar... this weekend have to work again... can't do anything.. plus... nowadays keep raining! yah, i like raining lar.. love the breeze, but! ai yo.. too much d lar! every evening starts... can't do stuff lor! yor..... could it be at night only? hahaha.. craps..

hometown is funn.....

2006-10-22T23:14:00.000-07:00

I'm in Taiping now!!! weeee... my lovely hometown.....
but, pathetically, I'm using my cousin's computer to online, and his pc is super slow~ gosh.. due to the fact that he used to play wit his online games. Anyway, then, i realized that my blog's layout kinda sucked up here! it's internet explorer...so, the layout is... as usual been messed up! Nevermind... the problem is...my pretty typefaces~!!!! When i'm using blacko(my handsome pc) to view it.. it's pretty in my setting of typeface : gordan,(it's the typeface that i used for my light art tutorial image)
but now!!! it's not in gordan.. and i don't know what ugly typeface it is!!!! owh... save me god!

By the way, did you guys read my blog in the typeface gordon? or it happens to be in an unknown ugly typeface?

HUH?! then, all these time, i've been cheated by my blacko's??? oii yohhhh.....

ya-ya.. true that i know nth about HTLM forms.. and no one is here to help me ... >_< *owh... soon yeee...... I wonder izzit that it's needed create outline for the typefaces like it used to be in illustrator? or how? owh... and.. i can't even view my chatterbox over here... yer!!!!!!

Forget about the typefaces stuff~ Life here in hometown is tremendously peacefull and enjoying... I love my bed, the tress, the shoplots, the faces.... wahhaha, everything seems to be so perfect here... BUT, i'm not gonna stay here long... coming back this wednesday morning... hope that the trafic goes smooth... pray pray~!!! I did hope to shot some nice photos of taiping, but, rain god keep visiting us... hmm..yah, taiping was well known as a rain town... so... hurmmm......

yeap, this kinda end up my summary of what happened lately.......

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Suddenly got mood to blog about something.....
My sister is very on diet lately.. in a very SUPER obsessed way... and i kinda felt like to give her a tight slap!!!! *sorry to say that* you know what, we went back for a family gathering.. of course... Then eating along with family members is a MUST lar... but she refused! and she stays alone in the living room..... Come on lar, give us or urself a break man.... Then she is so alert on any reflectable stuff... to check on her appearance and to see how slim she is now... she eat mostly nth a day...... ai yo.... be tahan-nyer.......I know i'm so not in the position to ignore girls who is very determint in being slim.. But.. I just felt that girls like that is very bitchy... "yah yah, fatty girl.. see, you eat so much!! and i don't even eat!!!" yerrrrrrr..... geram betul...
you could slim down in a better way instead of not eating anything right?
Don't know why... i knew i'm fat! and i really need to put some effort to lose weight.... But, i just don't really felt that being fat is something wrong!! I will start my plan on diet.. but it's not to look good in front of some guys, or showing off in front of chicks ... i just wanna stay healthy... (if i really did start to plan my diet lar... )
No wonder some say, fatty girls were mostly friendly and could really have a lot of female friends! Because, they won't give a damn on what size other's is wearing or how less that you've ate today! and, of course, girls like to mix around with them because they have no harm at all....
I have some of my sister's friends were just like those bitch, comparring how slim they are but you're not.... how less they eat in a day.......That's just so stupid to compare stuff like that! I cannot.. really cannot agree with
Just be comfortable about how you look liked! What is the fuss to judge yourself under other's eyes! that's so lame... and lack of confident actually!
I think that i'm pretty... so, i'm pretty!

ehhem... well... hope that i really could Start my diet plan.... owh when??!

Tutorials.... ahha... paiseh! _

2006-10-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

ahha.. not been blogging lately.. ehhem.. pai seh noh..
so, as i said, i'm gonna roughly tell you guys how i made my light art lar... (since there's tutorial required from some friends..... then.. of coz i will share geh.... OIH, ZQ.. when is your time to share your tutorial on ur digital art ar... dun so selfish huh~~!!!!!)
I dunno if it's a right way of doing this, i got the info from some deviant artist.. then i tried out with it lor....... *for proS who sees this, point out where i've got wrong lar....*

Those are the stuff u needed... easy right... and of course u need a camera lar...(felt stupid to mention...)

Start...

First, get a dark room, place your camera in a way you think it won't shake at all....... and before that, should be ready for the low shutter speed settings... how low? as low as possible... so that you could have enough time to draw on air..... For my camera.. the slowest could go until 15sec.... BUT, still depends on what kind of light art you wanna create lar...

Then, set timer on your camera.... a n d ... get ready.... ... ... .....

For different light art, requires different way...
If you just wanna have a very abstract yet nice piece.... :: Stand in front of the camera with your torchlight on... then when the shutter starts to count.. you're suppose to jump and jump in front of the camera........ NON-STOP... until the shutter close back... THEN wait for it to prosses.... don't touch the camera instantly...... it might get blur.....
yeap.. so, ehhek, then it's done!

If you want to write or draw on the air :: Same as above, but this time... you'll not turn on the lights until the shutter starts to count.. then... instantly draw a shape, or anything you want... then turn it off... shift to another side.. turn on again.. draw.. and turn off...... So, repeat as many times as you can in the limited time.. and depends on what you wanna draw or write.....
So, then, you'll get a light art piece~!!!!
But, still, it's the best if you have a great dslr camera that have low shutter speed, then you might come out with better piece.. instead of, like me, limited 15sec only....

That's it.... for what i knew lar.... i dunno if it's a common thing to you guys... but i find it quite special anyway..... Do try out when u're free at home...
anything ask me lar~

ZQ... your turn to do the tutorial~!!!!

1st models i have~

2006-10-11T08:38:00.001-07:00

Muaha.. okay.. this happened yesterday, which is tuesday, and which is also a very precious public holiday for us! (us refers to me and my housemates/hometownmates/"family member") Because, it's kinda hard to find all of us at home with no classes and Nothing to do!!! Due to the "nothing better to do" fact..... ahha, i asked them to post and be my 1st models~!!! (it's time to train my potrait photographing skill lar... i really kinda sucked up in this category~ >_<)
weeeeeeeeee... (bunch of crazy gurls... suddenly found something stupid to do at home!)

here we are......

1st model we have irene here!!!

then emo wanna-be leesiang!!!! (muaha.. it's me who ask her to look like that lar~)

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Both of them.....
hmm... gonna name this as "Don't judge us, you don't know us"
homosexual-thoughts~

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Conceptual....
What title should this be?
anyone, any suggestion?
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I rene here, with a emo look~

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I rene & Lee Siang in glamour fashion potrait!! (ahha.. glamour *_*)

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Heep heep.... models and photographer~
3 of us~! happy family forever!!!!

Yeahh.. i knew i look awefull here.... i kinda felt that i spoiled the photo... Due to the ugly-ness of me!!!! Haih yah, i sweat like hell, move here and there to get them in the frame, then all make-up gone, hair messy.... ahha... paiseh lar... but, the "zu gok"(main attention) is not me lar! no worries!

It's kinda lot that we shot that day... but... these few are the best out of it lar...... (don't wanna drown my blog with alot of image... *it's ALOT enough lar!!!!!)

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Photographer : Me~
Make-up Artist: Me~
Models : I rene & Lee Siang(ducum)
Photo Editor : Me~

*expecially lee siang, giving credits to her.. for dressing like a girl.. finally~ hahaha... those who know her.. knew she used to dress kinda boy-ish....And, ofcoz, those are my cloths lar!

Light ART

2006-10-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

Love this.... l o v e u
^_^

anyway, it's my 1st try out on light art...... well, proS might found it nth special, but i kinda like it.... Haha.. it's cool, it's fun!!!... try it next time, guys~!!
light is my brush, air is my canvas......
wahhh... hahaha

too many to blog.. too little time i have...

2006-10-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

URH... it's not that i don't wanna blog.. it's that i have no time.....!!!!
once i blog, i need to edit photo and before that, shot photos of coz.. correct my grammer and spelling everytime i finish a post.. bla n bla.. so much stuff to do you knoe!!! (haha, i know.. i'm lame la.. okay lor!!!)

anyway.. this will sure be a long one...
1st of all...

I promised dear belle to greet her up right here.. and i'm late........>_< HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear ding dong BELLE~!!! on her big big day.... 6th of OCTOBER~ we we weee...

on the day itself... me and my "family" which is known also as housemates and hometown mates... went sing k at red box... shhhhhh.. we actually sang from morning 11am till night 9pm... omg.. don't tell anyone that we're this crazy.... Ehhem, excluded me, bcoz i went in and out the box, due to classes and discussion!

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Hurm.... about mooncake fest...... aih, don't really wanna talk about it... I had never experienced such boring and lonely mooncake fest in my 19 years of LIFE!!! OMG! mooncake fest is suppose to be a gatherring with family members, OR at least gatherring with a gang of friends. But, hey, guess wat.. i'm at home.. doing nothing.. not even touched a lantern nor candles this year... >_<>

we will soon become like that....

2006-10-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

we owe the nature too much
soon, we will have to return it.....
and
we will all become like that!

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hmpm, got this done just in a short night, spend like an hour...... got it sketched down, snap it with my digicam, then illustratored and photoshopped.............
Don't really feel like explaining much about this.... it's another attempt after the "this is our generation".. hahaha... hope that you will understand my concept! and try to feel it............

i dunno la... it's my.. spend some time for art action..... hmpm... wanting to try montage on real photograph... who's gonna be my model?

Today is today~

2006-09-27T00:55:00.002-07:00

Yesterday might be a sad day...
Sorrow might came to us yesterday..
But, Today is a brand new day...
leave all sadness behind for yesterday...
And, today is today......
we must start
thinking on the bright side...

^_^

the way it's suppose to be

2006-09-26T12:37:00.000-07:00

running away is always not the right way of solving matters... and when we faced it, no matter what is the outcome, it'll just turn to b okay in the end, and, we'll learn and grow up from every matter that we face!

so

then?

Sometimes, i question myself, why am i here in this situation. I'm not a rich one's, but keep looking up to be one of them. Actually, i might just take it easy and live my normal life as a not-so-rich person. But i found that i could not,.................... I come from a quite consider rich family when i was young. Then, someone just took it all away from me! If it's not because of this somebody, I'm will not b in this situation! Not even have to be worry about a camera that cost like 1k+, I might as well easily get a dslr, even a car, or oversea education. But why i'm here??? so, this is my fate lar??? I have to work harder than others, to archieve what i'm suppose to have? This is making me so sick...... until..friends said that i've changed... i suppose, i need to admit. Pass few years, I said very loudly that, Money is nothing in this world, I won't be putting money as the first priority. Yah, and now i'm slapping myself! My camera lost, that cause me to think of money matter, and i work to earn every sen to cover my mistake. Mayb from this tragedy, I learn and I move on, and i tent not to act like who am i before.... SO? i cannot control all these.... things just goes on, it's time for me to change, i cannot go backwards... so then, friends were yelling tat i've changed, no longer the simloke or abby i am before..... I'm very sorry that i'm not who i am before, I miss that gurl too... But she's gone....... I'm no longer a kid, that have naif thinkings. ... ya ya, the world is so pretty, everything is so good..... NAH, be realistic, people out there! If you're not prepared, people will easily swallow u up!!! Be mature.. life is not like open wide ur mouth and wait for parents to feed u! Sooner or later, you will have to face your own life, without parents! THIS IS the real world.

I will be strong, i said to myself.

I'm so sick...

2006-09-20T11:06:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick...

physically and mentally....

physically, i'm having a running nose pass few days.... eventually, it turns to a solemn coughing illness... Jeez, i've been poping strepsils non-stop.... now having my 24th one... STILL.. it's coughing my lungs out!!! Thus, mom ask me to buy some lemon and honey, and make some honey lemonade to drink... yeap, and i did it.... hope it'll work!!! *cough cough cough*

mentally, I can't stand to see my blog full with raw n non edited photo.. it's just not right at all.... AND, photos really need to do some touch up and adjustment! expecially, like my compact camera type.. It cannot create really nice colour flow and so on.... bcoz.. it's not a DSLR.... it's NOT.... >_< i just feel so sick to see all my ugly shots... it's just not even to the average level lar.... aih.....

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It's time for some edited versions to glow......
*hate non edited photos...

Hey hey... my pretty zen here~!!! this was taken in fine art room with those spot lights they used for apples and stuff to draw.... (i went to school too early.. bcoz i don't know that class moved to a new time!.. NO ONE TELLs me... so tat's whay.. i'm so bored at TOA.. and did all these....)

Also another shot..... from fine art room... Muahahah.... the scratches were not made by my photoshop brushes.. it's naturally like tat....

finally... no more eyes but lips this time~!

Buildings2

2006-09-20T09:12:00.000-07:00

I went to kl town area for some reasons...
After i'm done with it.. i took out my cam to do some assignments...
SO... i did not go there for the purpose of shooting photo ONLY...
*that's too tiring....

neway.. i'm listening to my mp3, walking alone with my small compact camera all the way down to klcc.... guess what~!! it feels really good man!it's like as if i'm a back-pack traveller... pretending not to know kl... and.. feel this pretty city~! woooohoooo~! I'm gonna do this again n again~! love it~!

enjoy and do give some critic....

Buildings?

2006-09-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

I don't know if it's considered as buildings... but...
i just simply snap shot...

It's all Original ~ none photoshop at all...
~_~.. oh my.. i suppose i depend too much on photoshop?!
i have to train myself to take nice shots... and No more photoshop adjustment...
It's the best way to train..............
>_< but...........

Garden Attempt

2006-09-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

Okay... these are my garden attempt....
It's all ORIGINAL photos... No touch up, no photoshop..... (just some resize.. of coz...)
I dunno if it's nice anot...
my 1st time doint photographing class assignment....

pls do give some critic....
thanks....

INSOMNIA

2006-09-14T14:04:00.000-07:00

I'm suffering from Insomnia...........
i'm doing nth here...

and
it's 5am....
and i can't sleep yet....

oh dear...
:(

happy birthday to Jasimine~

2006-09-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

This is seriously a BIRTHDAY MONTH~

It's Jasimine's turn.. who's Jasimine? She's my dear Aunt~ ahha...
Happy Birthday~!!!!

Just came back from SERDANG... (such an unfarmiliar place to us)... for dinner...
OMG... round-table dinner again.. i'm gonna put on alot lar...
but, the food is tempting lar.. i can't stand not to have one n continuous another of it's Pork with Salted Fish.. "Ham Yu Fa Lam"(canto)... hahaha...
Then, we had oreo cheese cake.. urh.. just one small slice of it.. bcoz, everybody is freaking full d.. as if we're gonna burst next~!

Okay.. anyway.. this lead to something really funny... (i think it's funny lar)
I had class until 8.30pm today, then the whole world(family) is waiting for me.. so i can't stay until 8.30pm.. And, i speed up to finish my QuarkXpress assignment.. then sneak out from the class earlier.... When i'm on my way to the restorant, uchin called... and said.... lee shien(the very sam-pat tuitor) asked : where's your friend... Uchin: owh, she went to the toilet after a while... Lee Shien: Huh?! She was in the toilet for very long d lar... could it be anything that happened? go check out la?! Uchin: HUh.. urh... no la, she's having a stomach-ache la.. lau-sai problably..... ahha...
er... okay.. not that funny actually...
ehhem....

alla... ok lar... nth more for today lar....
nite earth~

New Banner Day

2006-09-13T14:02:00.000-07:00

It's 5am in the morning~
And i did (my new banner) this finished~!
weeeeeeee.....
by chattin wit dear uchin as well... she seldom stay this late lar...
we both sial.. she changed her whole blog layout into... 70%white 20%black 10%pink...
ehhem....well...ahha.. nice too lar~
i will customized mine as well.... only when i had a great concept lar~

Okay, i seriously had enuf with my dear blinky gorgeous eyes... i swear.. No more eyes next time~!!
the last time for my eyes~
but, i seriously damn fancy my eyes lar...... weeeeeeee
it's the most presentable areas in my entire body....sob.......

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Photo of the day..........

I wish i would Fly~
with my ballons...
it might
look fragile...
but, it will bring me to my fantasy world......
ballons are like dreams..
hold tight on it...

^^
time to sleep

my turn~!

2006-09-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

we.e.e.e.e.e

the vitaminC, turn 19 on 8th September... hurray~!!!!!
ehhem, well, not verythrilled lar...
>_<>_<
urhhhhh.... but nevermind~! i'm still 19 now.. from today until next year's today.. i'm still 19.. i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19 i'm 19
hahahaha... goin siao d~!

The day before my 19th birhtday, i had a pre celebration from my housemates as well as hometown old buddies.. rene n siang~!! we went dinner at a steamboat restorant around my apartment... well, it's known as sichuan spicy steamboat (ma la huo kuo)... a new one! cannot really reacall the name d lar! BUT..........WALAO - EH!!! the spicy-ness of the steamboat is not kidding 1, man!! It's freaking us out lar~!!! The whole thing is made by oil... chilli oil... and big big pepper seads... YER... the taste is... SPICY lor.. i dunno lar, personally i dun fancy spicy food, so then, i dun really like this which is suppose to be very well known and yummy... haha, i still prefer the "yok choi" steamboat base beside it! muahaha...

look at the biji-bjij stuff there.. it's the huge pepper seads lar.. OMG...

Then, nth really suprising happened on 12midnight, but, i din expect much lar, of course... Still, there's some lovely friends send msg tru phone and msn to greet me! and i'm very glad about it.. more than enuf d lar!! ^_^...

The next day, i woke around 1pm... everyone is out, class starts at 4pm... That was the time where i really felt lonely... It's like.. huh.. birthday alone at home ar... :( I nearly decide to go pyramid earlier and get myself a cake.. and to walk around, rather than staying at home!

when i'm starting to get really bored and a lil bit upset..... haha

There comes czhi, keep saying that she wanna save the pepsi assignment in my house from morning....and then, suddenly cancel pulak...... -_- (i admit i did tot that they were up to something...) but then, time passed d, and i tell myself that i might predict too much lar, nth will happen anyway... So, an hour passed... suddenly czhi knock my door... at that time i've already give up on anything that will happen... so i was like, owh, okay.. u walked here all the way and wanna save the stuff huh~ semangat nyer... then SUDDENLY , when i turn my back and head to my room... Uchin, Ning li, Ivy... cried~ and sang birthday song along with a lovely baskin robbin's ice cream cake... not to forget the special cutie ballons, and wishes written on it!! wah............. Haha, they really suprise me lar~!!! muahaha... appreciate lar...hahaha.. thanks guys~! ^_^

with the lovely ice-cream cake which is melting... muahahaha... *make a wish***

1st greetings on ballon i had, not on paper or cards~! creative nyer~!!!!

we ate like sakai-s... scope with spoon right on the spot! and rape the lovely cake.. hahaha.. owh.. so kesian!!! HEY, if we don't do it!! It will melt!!! MELT!! okay~!!!

Due to our stupid class that ends at 9.30pm!!! our night celebration held late too.... Okay, this time.. credits goes to Mr. Ng Chee Kin!!! yeah-yeah' he brought his Avanza, and bring all of us... 8 person.. including me, uchin, czhi, ningli, zq, chencheat, and ujin!! wah-seh~! got big car d, can b dai-lou fetch all friends go makan d la!!! hahaha...okay okay, we makan at friendster cafe.. a cafe somewhere near curve! hmpm.. not much suprise there, and the place is like normal cafe type lar.... food was like okay okay type lor...... but, we just chit chatting, and drinking lar... not like yelling and making big noise over there.... still.. it's quite enjoy too geh~!!

this pic suppose to b bigger.. but i dunno how come... >_<>

birthday present of the 19 year..
jacket from my sis..
spec from my aunt
a part of the camera from my dear mom
ballons from uchin, czhi, fad, ivy, and ning li
cake as well...
owh, yah....
one more thing..
RM15 petrol from cheekin!
ahha~!

Thanks to all my beloved friends...
and not to forget my beloved family too~!!!

MUACKS~!
love u guys~!
i had a very memorable 19 birthday~!

lipstick play

2006-09-06T12:05:00.000-07:00

photo of the day...

caught my lipstick rolling and the corner of my table...
pick it up and play around with it...
it's called, lipstick play..
I seldom, could say Never put on lipsticks.. it looks way too matured....
this is a free gift from i dunno what.. hahaha..
the word *F*.. well, u should know lar..
i'm a civilize people.. muaha~!

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I've watched a movie along wit lee siang, i download it actually.. it's called "stay"..
and it's freaking confusing~! i spend some time to check tru the reviews after the movie.. and till then, i know what's it about..
well, it's quite interesting... the whole movie is about a "dream" from a guy that is facing his death, like those flash back u'll get when the last moment u're in this world.. but, u'll only got to know it at the last scene.. -_- that's why it's very confusing!! well, anyway, it has my cutie Evan inside as a School psychiatrist... Watch it if u like being confused and love mysterious movies... Have to give credits on how the edit was done.. OMG.. it's very very very perfect!! great job~!!!

ok, i'm done.
goodnight, earth!

r e b o r n..

2006-09-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

Muahahaha~!
well, the angel earn her wings BACK~!!!

as planned, i got myself the canon powershot A700 lu~!
ehhem, it's not to say a very powerfull great camera lar... of course not as to compare with a dslr~! and also, not as much features as my previous dream camera, S3IS... BUT, nevermind lar, it doesn't cost me alot, and yet, it still does the work !! Just one thing missing is the Image Stabilizer, it would get blur if your hand shakes.. It's not totally bad anyway, as my photographer friend said, it's a great orpotunity for you to train stabillized your hand!! Alright.. not that bad afterall.. starting to love it too... bcoz it's not too heavy nor bulky~

Of course, when camera gets into my hand..... i just don't know how to stop~!
hahahaha

c a m e r a t e s t

my 1st close up... WEEE.... it's my deary dear Florish Frog.. Muaha.. remembered the egg machine thingy.... l u c k y . c h a r m . brings me Luck.. and... FORTUNE~! HAHA...

Muaha... Me and my new toy... weee.......
mad . about . you
-you- here refers to -him-
-him- refers to the -it-
-it- refers to my dear A700
and.. his name is...
non-zai* (previous is kon-zai bcoz it's nikon, then now it's canon.. tat's why.. ahhaahah)

self potrait... and i jz came out from the bathroom... 8_8

My new spec... oha.. my aunt bought it for my birthday~! weeeee........ ^_^
*knew it looks like my previous one... NEVERMIND.. since it looks nice.. okay lor....i dun mind...

Playing with my new painted nails.. hahaha... >_<>

My close up-left-eye... blink blink.... *my sis said there's alot of fine lines.. --_-- mean gurl!!

....looking tru...

*e n d*

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New Term Started... it's my 2nd year of majorring.. I score badly last semester... I felt bad, but not to whom i could blame... I knew that i'm not paying any effort or heart to do my work last term.. All that was in my head is to earn money and of course my emotion goes down when i realized i lost my previous camera.. That's why.. i can't even concentrate.. i dun even fell like doin work.. BUT.. I promise myself that i will GANBATEH.. and i'll treat every lecturer as my client, every assign as my future job~!!!!! I will be more serious~!! I WILL>.>>>_< >*motivating myself.. ehhem, pai seh!

OH YA.....

i have an annoucement!!!

ROOM TO LET~! (BANDAR SUNWAY)
been looking for housemates so badly~!

Apartment Makmur, (opposite to Sunway Pyramid, 7 min walkin distance to Pyramid)
RM280
streamyx, water, electric bills all included
1 fan and mattress included
cooking allowed
Female only
add on RM50 for a car park

available now.. Move in anytime!!
Pls do contact me!
vitamin_tsll@yahoo.com
or chatter box and comment box here~!

Thank you ^_^

My term break!

2006-08-30T10:16:00.000-07:00

Haha... Term Break for me..
As usual is nth much to be shared!
I'm working again.. in the same old office..
nevermind~! it's great to work and earn money~!

I have no chance to blog in my office, finally now, gotta sum up alot of stuff.. (not that alot, actually) .. well, basically today is MERDEKA.. (so?! who cares)... then, mom drop me back home for online purpose.. (she did really realized my urge to go on9, lovely mom)..

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First of all.... I DROP my Dream Camera.. Canon Powershot S3IS...
due to alot of fact and consideration!
It's not a good choice to pick up this camera...
nevermind... it's a camera ONLY, anyway..
there's lots better ones out there~! AND...
I'm planing to get myself a Canon Powershot A700.. (powershot again)... It's a basic one for family use... since i actually lost the previous family use 1.. so takkan i buy a bulky one for them lar!
THEN, i'll proceed to start saving and earning money all over again.. for my beloved... DSLR~! haha, instead of going semi-Pro, and bulky.. why not having a compact for vacation use, as well as a real bulky one, but super PRO dslr~! .. yeap.. currently this is MY PLAN! and it's MINE.. dun steal it! HUH~! hahaha... well, still a long way lar.. it's not a small amount of money to me... nvm~! GANBATEH LAR~!

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Okay, i owe a gurl something~!

she's always very clear on what she want and she don't want!
she's always full with ideas and excuses... (see how she trick her parents, haha)
she's very fast.... in eating particularly... haha...
she's just trying very hard to be herself~! even if sometimes, it will offense ppl by not realizing.... but people who know her well, will understand that she doesn't did it on purpose...
she's some say "sexy"@_@, but not very willing to admit it.. (yah, it's very geli for me to type this.. forgive me god.. hahaha)
she's 19 yearsold on 28th of AUG~!
Happy Birthday to this funky, ashlee simpson wannabe gurl~
GAN U CHIN~!!!
weeeeee...
wish she'll have ashlee's style soon... well, she does have the potential lar...
ganbateh lar gurl~!!!
^0^

Job offer!!!

2006-08-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

Alright~!
Friends and Classmates...

My mom's working office need temporary stuff!
To do some simple data key in jobs~!
rm5 per hour...
working hours 9am-6pm
for this coming 2 weeks...
the office is located at old klang road... erm.. somewhere around pearlpoint, central market and citrus park~!

so, if u don't wanna spend your term break at home.. doing nth..
wanna earn some additional income!
contact with me lar!
A>S>A>P

that's it!

This is my generation

2006-08-17T13:48:00.000-07:00

We have no shoulders, because we don't need it!
We never give a damn on life's burden!
It's all our parent's problem!

We never listen to others,
we only listen to our ipod!

We don't need a brain! so we explode it~!
for f u n

We do have eyes.... but it's for the sake of entertainment usage!

We tied our hands, bcoz, we don't wanna use it!
It's freaking tired to work... with hands~!

We sleep and dream most in our life...

Lazy Selfish is what people used to define us?
and.. it's true infact!
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Did this piece in erm, 2 hours plus plus lar....
Well, it's not really a very nice and great one...
Bcoz, i sketch it simply on my sketch book, than drew it out freehandly using illustrator!
I just suddenly felt like doin something on this problem!
It's a social problem tat happen in our generation!
been inspired by Marion, and i was thinkin of this problem all the time..
young generation were spoiled!
anyone wanna fixed it?

happy birthday to zhi zhi~!!!!

2006-08-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

*1st of all, sorry zhi, it's a lil bit late for me to post about your celebration, since it happened on monday.... anyway, here it is!!!

We went 1 utama, as a day b4 celebration of czhi's 19th birthday~!!! tho, it doesn't really looks obvious as a celebration. Been considering and wondering around about which is the best place to eat!!!! Finally, we settled down in ivy's sister's working restorant, Bakerzin!

yeap... it's all of us!!! we actually used self-timer to snap this one!!!But of coz, u need someone to set the angle and time.....and, i'm the camera girl, and also one of the poser!, tat's why....... i'm been blocked a lil bit! nevermind!!!!!

Hahaha........... i'm tempted by the cakes and teas and chicken and tapas and... and.. and......... OMG.. it's very delicious~!!!! but of coz, kinda expensive!!! i should not spend so much on a meal, since i'm in my saving-for-camera plan!!!!! URH~! But... for the birthday gurl... nvm lar!!! Once in a year~!!!! but, there's a lot of birthday gurls and boys in a year..... owh... :(

lastly, those image were provided by uchin's lovely digital camera.. but not mine!!!
Thanks for her.... >_< sniff sniff~

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By the way, i cut my hair~!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

well, not really very thrilled about it...
it chopped my fringe.. looks like a doll now...
they said i'm a doll-wannabe!
urh, i can explaine for why i put on lotz of make up on my eyes that makes me look alot like a doll!
I didn't tend to looks so dolly, but when you cut ur fringe until the lenght tat falls on ur eyes, it'll naturally draw attention to your pair of blinky eyes!!! That's why, some make up to emphasize it is seriously needed!!! if not, it'll end up to looking like a nerd!! doll or nerd, well, i still prefer to look like a doll!

Moving Banner~!

2006-08-10T13:37:00.000-07:00

Weee...
made this in.. erm... 1 hour...
quite a simple one...
but, i dunno, it seems to be quite lagging when it's used in my blog....
aiya, dun care lar..
i fixed my layout... hope it'll be more easy to read...

aih, not been sleeping well this few days...
been checking tru all reviews of S3 IS...
aih... i m really gonna freak out......
i want it so badly... so badly....
urh~!!!
jeez.. it's 0500am, @_@ sleep lar~!

Don't dream,
Dreams were fake!

Sampling Girl

2006-08-07T12:52:00.000-07:00

Ola.. it's 4am and i'm not asleep yet! finish my figures, now, share some of my experience as a SAMPLING GIRL... (my weekend job)

My product is.... (giggling) it's a fabric softerner, DAWNY.... weeee...
urh, basically, i had to give out samples to customers, 1st day, it's 900 samples, 2nd day.. 0_O it's 1200 samples... i put 3 at once and give out to customers. The task of the job is quite easy, just explaine while you give out sample.. but, the 2 days, i had these few lines.. keep repeating in my mind...

"Hello, miss/sir. We're giving out FREE sample for you to try out, it's our new product, DAWNY, it's a kind of fabric softerner."

"Are you a fabric softener? Dawny is quite different with others, because, it's consider as a consentrated type of softener. So, basically, 1 cup of Dawny equals to 4 cup of ordinary softener, such as soflan and comfort."

"Yah, so hope you'll like it! Have a nice day"

ARH.. i said this for 1067 times!
haha, but, yah, it's quite tiring, but, not as bored as SUB ZERO.. hmpm~! haha, so, try DAWNY fabric softener~!!!!!!!

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Tho, i've been working....
I still manage to attend MARK TEH's performance!!!
weeee.. he's seriously tempting~! ....Brilliant, Intelligent, Gorgeous~!!!
hahaha, he's really really talented!!!! haha, felt so lucky to be tought by him! *ekeke
The performance is about 13 MAY in 1969... the topic is.. yah, so-malaysian-studies
i don't really understand the whole thing lar... just part of it...
"My mother.......blablabla..."
But i like the singing part... wah, they were all vocalists lar.. chun!
makes me recalled, i was once a choir member, and they sang, quite like the way choir sang~!
yah, felt so freaking ARTISTIC after the performance! haha
as art student, we should often attend all these kinda ART PERFORMANCE!

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Okay, bout today, there's something interesting to blog.
Me, ning and uchin went to MID VALLEY spontaneously.....
then, uchin said she wanna get something from "toys r us" for her lil cousin as a birthday present.

Then, Ning saw the BAN DAI plastic egg thingy.. (i don't know the particular name for it, it's like u have to put in a token, then spin something.. at last, an plastic egg will roll down. You know what's that right?) Yah, then she spot a "FROG STYLE COLLECTION" series, *_* faint*.

At first, I was there, keep complaning, "ai ya.. childish things lar, summore rm4 per token, super expensive lor...." But, end up.. haha, when uchin gets a token and got her frog too.. i felt like having one too... WHY? Because, it's very thrilled when the moment, you put your token inside, and trying out your luck.. then "chang" an egg rolls down, hmpm.. kinda ironic to what i complaint just now, and what i did at last!!!! But nevermind lar, guess wat.. i got a "florish frog", it's gold colour, and it's define as something which is related to MONEY, FORTUNE.. wah.... it sounds like a lucky charm to me!!! hehe, even frogy know that i'm in a urge to earn money. haha, i already hang it in my purse, it'll bring me luck and FORTUNE... $$$$$~!! weeee

So, you see, the reason this kinda business still works, even on adult like us, it's bcoz, you're given a chance to try your luck! haha, unexpected stuff always comes better than something you already targeted, and buy with cash, It makes people excited and suprise. Perhaps, somethimes, adults need to play more on this type of thingy. Just don't be to panic and stress on work and stuff, you actually could b a child, Standing in front of the plastic egg machine, looking foward on what you'll get! Since, life is actually something you cannot predict, why don't just give out all the tention.. and try your luck!

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*urh.. 5am coming... gonna sleep d!

REcalling.... REmebering

2006-08-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

after presentation day of Marion's culturer studies, and which sucks....
Me, YewChin, NingLI, KianMing, Amanda and Ginseng...
went for a reunion-liked-dinner
haha, KM show us lotz of last time's photos tru his labtop
we keep laughing on those funny stuff we did in the pass...
we're recalling, and remembering...

I love recalling what happen in the pass...
I love gathering with friends..talking on those-days
Am i consider as not moving on to new chapter of life?
I'm like keep saying how wonderful life is in the pass...
did i?

Anyway, even if i seems to be living in the pass...
But, to move on, I still need all these memories....

different ways to live life

2006-08-03T11:06:00.000-07:00

Okay.. It's been quite long since i last blogged...
Honestly, i thought of not to blog anymore...

suddenly, i come across a questions...
why am i blogging?
and i tought, blogging is a online diary for u to jot down what happen in your daily life... as well as to share your thoughts and feelings...
Then, my mom tells me that, "Your blog, should not be only wat happens to you, and craps, it should be informative or at least, something more than just a diary."

For this reason, it cause me to think alot. I start asking myself questions.
What sort of information or knowledge i would like to share with others?
Why do i think that only blogging my own daily routine stuff will be interesting?

Or, should i force to make myself to live a shinny glossy life?

But

I'm not famous, nor rich~! I can't travel here and there to tell u my experience, i can't effort to keep buying branded stuff, and show off in my blog, I can't tell you where is the happening clubs, or meet any famous ones, and I DON'T EVEN HAVE A DIGITAL CAMERA......

So, I cannot be a blogger if i don't have that qualification.. which is only a word, wealth?

Wealth? is it only the key to shinny glossy lifestlye? *blink blink*
*wink wink*...

NAH...

For me, I want knowledge and ambition to make my shinny glossy life. and not with parent's wealth.

I admit, i'm a lil bit imbalance on bringing out such topic. Yah, i'm envy on those people who don't even have to give a damn on their life! They're just BORN TO BE LUCKY!? BORN TO BE RICH?!!!! how could it be? While, others like me, were struggling very hard, for just to improve or make life better! URH...

but, i suppose, lord is fair to everyone. If my path is not as smooth as those LUCKy Ones, but perhaps, i'll learn more than them.. i experience more on LIFE than them! so, no worries~! even if i'm NOT as LUCKY like them, I sould work harder, to earn my OWN LUCK with my own HANDS! ans so on to make my SHINNY GLOSSY LIFE!

>_<>

It's DONE~! cheers~!!!

2006-07-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah... FINALLY~!!! it's done~!!!
Our pepsi tarik presentation had passed!!!
and, lecturer said.. it's quite GOOD~!!
ahha, satisfaction! all the effort worth!!!!

since ganu chin post everything d(the ads) so.. visit her blog to have a look on our cool works~!!

Arh.. now, can have a little break.. and relax a bit bit lar... BCOZ, next week will have something more tough on! Marion's presentation!!! Aih.. never expect much for that, well,no matter how, we had already prepared ourselves to die in her hands kao kao lar.. But, anyway, still have to work out for the presentation lar... >_<>

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Today, went for a interview for a event job, in a event company(of coz).... well, just try out my luck lar... if i could get the job, at least, this coming term break i would have something to do... and could earn some MONEY~!! for my beloved camera~!! and after tat, meet up with my sister in KLCC, we had a movie together... which is named Lake House... starring with gorgeous Keanu Revees, It's a great awesome moviee... well..it's basically a love story~! It might be quite boring to those who doesn't like to watch less conversation, not much action scene movie... But to me, it's great. I heard the original story is from a korean movie... the story line is very creative, and... a little bit fantasy too.... It's like, two ppl loving each other in a different time and dimention! well, tho, it's really quite impossible to happen in reality, but, i suppose the msg that the movie wanted to deliver, is to believe who you loved, even you couldn't see him/her, touch him/her.... but, just follow your heart, if not, you might regret! I don't know why, but i prefer if it's a sad ending... it'll be much more meaningfull and creates impact if alex just doesn't appear in the end......ofcoz, it ends happily lar......ahha, cut out the crap lar.... i'm not trying to create a movie review here!!! but, go catch the movie in cinema, gurls~! worth to watch! (for the sake to see handsome keanu) ahha....
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Life goes on normal...
Everyday seems to be the same...
The sun still rise, the people still smiles...
No one talks about you anymore....
And, somehow, i tought that i had already forgotten you...
Because, it's been so so long,
That you didn't even turns up...
Well, no matter where on earth you are now,
Do take care, and smile... dear friend!

Pepsi Tarik Ad~!!!

2006-07-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha.. know what's pepsi tarik?
yah, you know it.. but you don't consume it...
why not give a try~!!!

*haha.. this is our class assignment, a tv ad for Pepsi Tarik~!!!
enjoy....

PepsiTarikAdvertisment

(better not to paste it here lar.. since it can't work.. so check it out urself lar!)

I'm the Camera Gurl~~!!! huhu, and director? nah... not yet lar....

muahaha.. it took us few hectic dayz to get it done.... this coming thursday gonna present!!!!
god bless us pls~!

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well, basically, for myself, i'll grade this ad, 7/10... dunno,i think it could be better actually~!!!!!
i actually shouldn't compromise too much and being so "cin cai" lar.... Some part, like how
those acter dress, how many scene, angle, i should have take more.. so that the result would
look nicer~! but, always, when we reach the shooting location, everyone lost, including me.
Like suddenly.. dunno wat to do, how to shot, then end up cin cai, simply~!!! haih.. but, at least,
i'm satisfied with it d lar... and, also, i'll do a better job next time~! NO MORE COMPROMISING
next time~! and BE MORE PREPARED~!!!!

>_<>

A diary of tears

2006-07-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

I spend my weekend watching a drama series AGAIN~!!
But, this took me like 2 days to finish, bcoz it's quite short, not dragging at all! It's a japanese drama series! named, 1 Liter Of Tears/A Diary Of Tears (.Ichi Rittoru no Namida )

It's a very touching drama series. This drama is based on a real story that happen to a young girl that was suffering from Spinocerebellar Degeneration and she had already passed away. She's been writting diary since she's 14, and her diaries had been published in a book named "1 liters Of Tears". Her book had touches alot of people, and now.. it's been used to make this drama series.

It's obviously a sad story. But, to me, it's more than a sad story, it touches my heart, and i learn something from it. Tears been dropping down every episode i watched, i love how they make the drama, i love Ikuechi aya, her determination impressed me. But, in the end, she has to face her faith too, has to accept her body eventually giving up her.

Spinocerbellar Degeneration is a cruel disease. a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat., but it does not affect the mind in the least. And, it's has no cure towards it.
Can you imgine...

How would it be if you couldn't walk freely anymore?
How would it be if you couldn't talk anymore?
How would it be if you couldn't move anymore?
How would it be if you're aware of everything around you, but you can't to anything?

It's worste than Koma. It's worste than anything......
seriously.. it's sad... you have no choice! no choice at all!!!!!!
haih........

After i finish this drama series, i went to bed.. i keep recalling every moment in the drama, until i wake up, it's still flashing tru my mind. I'm very into it.. even now, i'm listenning to the OST, tears were rolling in my eyes. Izzit good to watch such a drama series, and put myself into such situation? URH.. but it's really a awesome drama! Strongly recommended! ( i have it with me, and i'm willing to borrow! haha)

abbytai

OKAY> FINALLY!

Happy 2008

Kelantan Trip plus new year!!

My Chemical Romance Concert.

2007 is ending so soon

what i want.

well...

I love MCR

happy birthday miss sunshine

happy birthday miss sunshine.

oh my god. Wentworth Miller.

I do my TAG.

pakyin sister's weddint.

Coffee Prince!

random post

i turned 20

i want that virus!

bagi saya OHM!

term-lan-break

updates.

...

My weekends

i'm okay.

feeling trapped.

wishlist!

an idea. inspiration.

cousins visits along come keir!

birthdayS!

i've married to nD!

it'll b.. hectic

..

OMG... I WANTTHIS SO SO SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!! helppp!

ba-ba-ba-ba

i'll never

i love MCR

i think i dunno....

joyfull-us

cant believe! but.. beware!!

random.

product on pleasure.

cursed to contineu this.

suddenly, i cut my hair.

updates.

cny. with photo.s

my CNY..

theVday

finally...it's RED

i cant control. guilt or not?

2100

why msn HATES me!

RAINS COMING (clips)

RAINS COMING (pics)

goodbye stripes

send my condolence

The ordinary day

brand new!

boring till wanna hang myself

Countdown @ Genting!

A summary for my freaking hectic whole term break!

new 2007 year

Konsortium BUSES SUCKS!!!!!!!

what is life to you?

Happy Birthday to MAMA~

i'm 20 soon...but.....

clown

Good Morning world~

New hair cut!!

Paws~

Emotions

new faces of me

mo fan BANG BANG TANG!!!!!

hometown is funn.....

Tutorials.... ahha... paiseh! *_*

1st models i have~

Light ART

too many to blog.. too little time i have...

we will soon become like that....

Today is today~

the way it's suppose to be

Tutorials.... ahha... paiseh! _