yah, it's coming to the end of this year. after that, next year, i'm 20.... owh dear... no more teen means no longer teenager! Recalling what happen this year.. i'm just gonna conclude the whole year with a word.... :boring: yah, boring because, there is nothing excited, nothing new happen! everything, everyone was just the same as last year... well, and nothing great happen to me as well... That's it.. the last year of my teens falls on a single word, :Boring:



am i not having enough fun as a teenager? am i over rushing myself to act like an adult? am i suppose to drop all problems and just go spontaneous and enjoy my teen life? well... anyway, there's no turning back anymore.... NO MORE TEEN for me.... (tho, it's one more month left, it doesn't really matters) FUN is missing in my life, i suppose. FUN is not what other's can give, it's deep inside me, i feel no FUN about anything that happens... lepak, sing k, shopping, hang out, chit chatting....whatever... doesn't really perk me up like it is suppose to be! maybe it's too much and it keep repeating... It's getting mundane. I wanna get some new fresh activities to find my FUN back! I don't know how it works... Maybe someday, you'll suddenly see me missing in action, moved to a new town, chit chatting wit some strangers..... (yah, that couldn't be, silly me). But, the feeling of travelling is so STRONG.. anywhere, just out of MALAYSIA! singapore, thailand, even indonesia.. anywhere.... I just wanna stop right where i am, then go have a short break.

But, reality won't allow me. Studies, work, family & friends responsible, FINANCIAL.... all this facts... so, i'm totally a loser! reality had it all, win!

sad....


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uplaod this for those who miss ganlala in action...


yah, that's her.. (in case u guys forgotten) lying on MY BED!!! reading MY MAGAZINE.. last week when she came seek for online!

a clown that makes you laugh





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haha.. okay.. playing with a new found photoshop fake eye lashes brush~!!!!! ahha... well, let's see what photoshop can do....


the original image


Anyway, i'm just too bored and have nothing better to blog about.....In fact, we're so in the mood for holiday since it's only 2 weeks left.... But, holiday actually means nth much to me. A lot happen lately... due to i'm so not blogging lately... it's already accumulate until i don't know where to start.... aih.... i went to sekinjang, which is a very indeed BORING kampung!!!!! and we celebrate yewjin's b'day..... and lala came to stay over night with me last week for the sake to use my PC!! her connection is still dead!!! gosh...... i'll update some photo when i'm in the mood, but for now it's like no mood to do anything........ urh
bahbah!

I felt super good now!
Slept at 9pm yesterday, and woke up straight at 9am now! HAha.. was thinking to have a nap on 9pm... BUT.. due to i'm seriously TIRED... then... zzz... screw it! and when i woke up morning at 9, the feeling is fantastic man! haha, like i'm super healthy~ and the sun shines warmly~ good lar!

I'm having a problem with my daily routine lately as well as my habits. Used to sleep at 5am and woke up around 3pm.... OR, wake up early without having enough rest (that's what happen few days ago). Then, my room was in a mess few days ago. GOSH.. cloths, books, papers, crackers, tissue papers were all over! I just cannot imagine a virgo like me can stand to live in this environment (in fact, this is what it is all the time!!!) OKAY! ENOUGH... i got to get rid of all this and live like a human! That's why i clean my room few days ago, and hope that it would stay clean for a longer period! (hahaha) I'm gonna sleep early and wake up earlier from now on... If not, i'll look like zombies... @_@

Yeah... like what ning siad, it's good to commit here in your own blog on what you're suppose to do!!! It's a motivation! like you won't wanna cheat yourself and your readers, right?

Anyway, I actually had a feeling whenever i woke up morning and saw a good warm sun i'll perk up and get my camera to shot whatever in the morning. As it's known as the best timing for good photography. YAH, morning sun light is really very rare to me! because i seldom experience MORNING (mostly young people won't wake up early for no purpose, right?) But, actually... there's morning in everyday. It's just that we miss it all the time (okay, maybe not "we" but me lar) It's like i dumped morning and forgotten it! I felt pitty for morning.. I felt like i owe morning!! I gave too much to night, and it's time to pay back some for morning!!!!!!

Okay.. end of my confession towards morning! *idiotic me*

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lastly... i miss GAN LA LA online lar!!!!!! come back online asap lar u!!!!!!!

Irene turns to 19 yesterday..
on her big day~!!!!
13.11.2006~!!!!
haha, we went red-box for the countdown with her, middle of the night~(gosh) then, the next day, went sg.wang and a mongolia restorant around time square, wahaha, the lamb is super nice lar!!!! Hope she had fun with all the celebration~ well i had fun as well... tho, it's only 3 of us, like a lil bit lack of crowd and noise.. but, well, we had celebrate our birthday since 4-5years ago together... every year together!!!! so, now, haha, not much suprise to give lar... we're like family members d lar... simple dinner does the best!!!!








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if life is dull....
cut your hair!!!

ahha, so then, i cut my hair~!
hey hey~
on the day of irene's B'day~! 13.11.06
well, i give no opinion on this, the hair stylist just cut for me like how he wanted! So, the outcome i'm still quite okay with.. but, it's kinda weird to have such short fringe lar... nvm lar, since, it's not the 1st time to have such a fringe lar..... no harm no harm.. because!!! HAIR GROWs~!!! okay~!!!! haha no worries~!


(sorry for this... i'm gonna post quite some numbers of me!!! hehe... take a deep breath or swich to another page lar..!!!)




yeah, it's short, but so what? i love it!!!!




different prespection of the new hair style






owh well... it's abit too big... hahah~!! i forgotten to resize ler...

wow... woowww~
wooooffff...
miaooo... miaooo....


haha, we went to paws for community service this thursday~~~
weee... we had alot of fun there... firstly thought that it would be something tough.. like cleaning their cage, shits, and bathing them... but end up, it's just doing some simple job, like cleaning few cage which is not dirty at all, and dog walking! then.. done.... wah seh, easy job for community service lar, effortless..... hehe, but, will want to come again lor... really feel happy to spend time with those dogs and cats? no la.. prefer dogs~ hahaha.......




two of the dogs which i was incharge for dog walking... the 1st one is *crazy... omg.. she's memang sial, like never went out from the cage.. super hyper active!!!!! the 2nd one is *terry(if i'm not mistaken...) haha, this is better, she's not that hyper active... i suppose she's abit affraid to go out type lar...... But, i like czhi's "miss" the most.... muahaha!


hah

hey hey... time to update lar...
i know you guys were so sick of my faces.. >_< style="font-size:85%;">.. (i'm kinda sick as well.. @_@)

so, today, we went to lagoon to try out for some theme shotting for light and shadow, texture, shape, reflection and... colours....
yeap... i did get some shots lar.. but normal normal type lar... I like few which is not in the theme above.... muaha.. some of my random shots...

okay, enjoy lar ^_^ (yah-yah, i knew it's much more better than all-of-my-face lar!)


a random indian boy... that's his toy...


the farmiliar model.. ganlala..


emo cheekin


light and shadow?


(owh yah, wanna ask for some opinion!!!! the cheekin, lec said it could be light n shadow.. but the one below cheekin, lec help me cropped and ask me to choose one from it...... so, how do you think? which is better as light and shadow?)



texture?