Thursday, March 13, 2008

OKAY> FINALLY!

Great.
FINALLY!
i get to log in to this freaking account once more.

It been few months already that i couldn't log in at all. AT ALL!

Bad blogger.com

Wanted to annouce that i won't be using this account frequently. Due to i don't know when will be the next time that it band me from logging in. BUT, if i feel like using, i might, and depends if i could log in or not.

For now, i'm constantly on lifejournal
. because it doesn't have problems with the log in.

If friends would wanna keep track on me, do come visit. if not, forget that i even have this blog la. don't come here already. It's dusty and spideywebby.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Happy 2008

Happy 2007, Happy 2008
and it's still us!
I'm very glad for how we never let each of us down no matter what happened in between. We gone tru bunch of laughters, as well as big big conflicts. But, hey, it's still the same old us in the end. I really really do appreciate it very much. For the friendship we build. And i cheerish all of you girls and guys!

No matter what changes we will face in future. I hope everyone of us still grab on the bond we have and HANG-OUT like we used to all time!



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*poor karen couldn't join us for this year. BUT, no fear, we still loves you much! and you're one of us forever yah!


Happy to have you all...
Happy New Year!

Kelantan Trip plus new year!!

Ya hooo!
It’s the year
2008!!!!!

Muaha, 2007 is such a super fast-past year! GOSH. The countdown we went last year in Genting was like yesterday. Well, this year is still with the same bunch of gang, lesser of course, but the venue is very much interesting. It’s KELANTAN!

I’ve just came back from the respected hometown of dear Gan Yew Chin and Teoh Hooi Sim, KELANTAN. It’s a 2 days 2 night Kelantan PLUS 2nights on travel trip. Overall it’s very fun and funny, fill with laughter and tragic somehow. *ask Ng Chee Kin larh!

Hmmm... big thing of this trip is mainly for it's FOOD!
been eating here and there all over Kelantan! Since Yewchin, Belle keep telling us how great is all the food over their hometown, there's no way we miss it man!

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Okay, I did take a picture of myself wherever i go. just to practice what if i'm gonna travel to places in future all by myself. I guess, i'll just be able to take photos like this la... Lonely nyer!

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Hmmm... about the interesting places around Kelantan....
Temples and temples only kua. That's what our tour guide brought us. Stand, Sit and Sleep Buddha also we went visit d! Muaha, but their culture were very much influence by Thailand's culture. Maybe because Thai is just on the other side. Then, we went to the nearest beach of KB, PCB, Pantai Cahaya Bulan for our countdown night. A cool pantai! Love the horizontal of the sea... so calm peace and clean!

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Anyway... MUST give super big credits to the 2 host of this Kelantan TRIP!
We thanks you so much for the effort and treats you guys made.
Dear Gan Yew Chin and Teoh Hooi Sim!
Terima Kasih!!!



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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

My Chemical Romance Concert.

Gosh gosh…..

Haha, as my friend should know that I could not online lately. But I just feel like expressing my feelings so much. Therefore, I’m actually typing this by Microsoft Word, and pending to blog it once I could online.

MUAAHHHAHA…

Simply because… I’ve just finished My Chemical Romance concert!!!

WEEEEEEE HAAAAAA

I could not find words to describe my feelings now. HAHAHA. It’s just super HAPPY, super EXCITED, super DISSATISFIED, super UNREAL.

I actually saw Gerard in front of me. Singing and dancing and talking right in front of me. MUAHA. Can you belief it?!!!! It’s so UNREAL. As if I’m dreaming. But, he’s really so super charming, super cute, super funny.

*over-used super. SORRY!

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*yah, i know, i look very messy, ugly. BUT, you need to understand that the whole concert was drizzling or even, RAINING. I don't even know if that's rain or sweat, i'm just very WET!




haha, i shot dear Gerard Speaking. HAHA. happy!

I felt dissatisfied because, the obstacles that happen. Haih, terpaksa go for grandfather birthday family lunch at IPOH, which made me reach Stadium Merdeka at 6pm! It’s FREAKING 6pm okay… DAMN it. If there’s no lunch, I’ll surely go there latest by 4pm! Even earlier, I’m willing. Although my ticket is the front-est zone, but it’s still free-standing… that’s why, need to go there earlier in order to be on front-est row of the front-est! HAIH…. Cannot d lor… Ended up, there’s a lot of people already. BUT, still not too bad la, my position was 4-5rows behind the first row. Gee is still visible and could see his expression and all la. PHEW…

Dissatisfied… is because, the concert is so SHORT. Only last for like 1 ½ hour. Short also nevermind la… the stage design is over simple and simply, just a big cloth behind. The stage is so small. The team of MCR were not really well-dressed. As they should dress at least the Black Parade’s costume? Those glamorous and smart ones? BUT, they were very casual, and they only wear a single outfit till the end. HAIH… But, maybe this is my first time band-concert. I guess it’s memang like that la… Unlike those pop-singers which need glam stage and outfits. The music is the big thing… other than that, it’s less-important. Hmmm, maybe….

But, if put those ‘packaging’ aside… the music is REALLY SUPER! (super again!) Great lead-singer Geee~ He’s stage performance really has nothing to complain! So very in-to shouting, singing and making all of us HAP(happening). The emotion that he delivers has such power and impact that is so him. Yah, it’s so Gerard Way. Nobody else has that kind of energy and impact. I LOVE HIM! (tho, his married, but I don’t mind. HHAHA)

Other like Frankie, Mikey, and Toro were great as well… haha, Toro swings his hair like chi-xin man, so funny. HAHA.

When it’s about to end, Gerard said Mikey told him something and he agree with it so much, that is… ‘We’re the greatest band in the world’ YEAHH!!! REALLY!!!! TOTALLY AGREEE!!!! Seriously, to me, there’s no other band as great as MCR.

My goodness, 1 ½ hour is so not-enough. But I wouldn’t say it’s a waste of my 200+ ticket for just 1 ½ hour. It’s worth so so much for me. I get to see my favorite band, get to accomplish one of my dream, which is meeting Gerard Way in person. (tho, it’s not really face-to-face.) HAHA. I do really appreciate them to ran so far away from home(New Jersey) to Malaysia and perform 1 ½ hour for us. Love them.

The next round when they have new album and will start their concert tour around places. I do really really really wish I could go all the way to America, any state I don’t mind, as long as it’s the most-up-to-date performance. Because, for them to come Malaysia… it takes freaking 1 year or more. The whole BlackParade thing is no longer strong or they don’t even perform with theme… Gerard even have his hair grow longer and aint not blonde anymore… Bob the drummer were absent… Not so original 100% My Chemical Romance / The Black Parade tour lor… I really will travel all the way, when I earn enough. Muahahahaha. 2 years time? I WILL. *gotta start my MCR-America-Tour-Fund.

Okay, again. I still LOVE MCR! FOREVER!


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

2007 is ending so soon


Masa yang berlalu dalam SEKELIP MATA!

Haih, time really passed like... i dunno, FAST! see, it's end of 2007 d laaaa... Damn, left only a freaking month. I promised to accomplished few stuff within this year gah... like gam fei, serious in work.... did i accomplish ah? DID not lor... gam fei part... DIE la.. i must at least cut down abit before 2008!!! ARH.. stress... bo chap d la... well, gam fei is my every year must punya wishes or Must-Do list la..


Okay, as time passed real fast. Irene leave us for nearly a week d lu... (she went LA, US) Hmmm, how do i feel ah? Normal eh... well, i thought i won't be used to it for some period la, but out of my surprise, it's okay wor... Funny is the before she fly i felt more upset than she really went off d.





byebye la~
all the best yah. Muacksss




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Hmmm, memang is like that la, treat like she went back hometown for a longer holiday lor... no problem gehhh. And BABI her la, that day chatted with her, say later going Hollywood for sightseeing... Ish, syok nyer. For her in LA, it's like 'eih, let's go Hollywood yam cha la' That type eh!!! gom song..... >< WHEN's MY TURN to do so....

Hmmm, remember i said i crave to go out and travel around the big world outside. Now, not so lu... From Irene's departing, i really don't feel like leaving yet. It seems hard for those who cares and love me, expecially my dearest mother and sister and brother... If any of them were leaving overseas for a long period, it'll be so hard for me. And so, i know they'll feel the same for me if i'm leaving. Not to forget mentioning my dearest friends ler? Hmmm, and leaving places i know the best, people i love the most, it's not happy at all lor. :( YAH, i know i'm contradicting myself la. I'm the one who said, MUST go out of Malaysia. and now i'm saying, NO NO, can't leave people i love. HAIH. I always don't know what i want la. BUT, well, there's no need to worry about all these unnecassary stuff first la. Coz, I also no chance to go oversseas yet. HAHA.


Hmmmm, i'm basically taking my own sweet time right now. To chill and relax.. from 6pm until now, midnight.. i'm just doing nothing but my normal daily routine, chat ah, music on loud ah, browse deviantart ah, frienster ah, facebook ah, blog ah, photo edit ah, .... muaha, i really can spend whole day doing that lor... and loving to do so too. Just because i have a over hectic days before it. Sleepless night and backache. Damn the plastic chair i'm sitting now. >< I swear i'm gonna get a nice comfy chair in my future room!!!!!

So, the big big portfolio website project is... 'pionk poink' DOWN d!!! happppy~ altho, didnt know what grade i'm gonna get, at least i finished it in time. Good or Bad, not my concern d la.. AH, left only... the i-still-don't-know-what-topic geh Pinky presentation, KTM treasure train and PoLi's Broucher!!!! GA YAO!


OHM OHM OHM. rain down on me.


Owh, countdown MCR. Muaha, coming sooooooon. 09thDec.

And, i'll treasure my last month in 2007! :)


Thursday, November 22, 2007

what i want.

What i want from art?
or design.

to make
money
or to make a
difference
or to make world
a better place

But, how would art really help to make world a better place?

There's alot happenning around us, is either you care or you don't. Artist or maybe designers could only create awareness about it. Bringing out these topics to the surface and force people to look at it and face it. But, then? what would happen next.? is there any difference made? Did people change their act? Did world become a better place?

There so many people out there doing awareness work. To remind people. Like let say, great movies with great ideas to make people aware of some social or polution issue, V for Vendetta... The Day After Tomorrow... But after all... people just treat it as a movie, a movie to entertain, for pop corns, for dating. And, how much of them see all these ideas seriously and start taking action to make world a better place?

Or say, S.O.S / Live Earth / 7.7.07 act. which is such a big event that crossover with so many countries, just to convey one message. Global warming. Well, it is really a big one. But, people were just concern about the entertainment part. Okay, they might start to be alert that earth is facing serious Global Warming. But in the end.... will they really take action to react towards this issue?? I'm talking about normal people like normal housewifes, taxi drivers and all... They might leave all this issue aside and concern more on their own living problems. I mean, in the end... it'll just be something like... 'who cares?!'

It applies just the same like the content of Joseph's talk today. He has such great ideas, great thoughts and impactfull ways to create awareness of our thinking. But, how much will it really convey to everyone?! Isn't too hard? 
Although i totally salute and understand the art4soul's action and were really impressed and greatfull that there's people who were putting so much effort to make others think. But i'm just upset that it seems like it's not possible for everybody to get the message.
after all, only designers/artist who appreciates it? Like my mom and sister... they seriously don't quite give a damn on what's happening around. they care more on how to live a good life.

Of coz, Nobody to blame. In fact, this is reality.
And it's advertisement which blinds people. All the huge globalization brands.
It's the over flow of entertainment news who made people beeing more concern on what's Paris Hilton doing lately, 
rather than other important issue.

All these were distracting them from what's really happening.
And me, as designer, were responsible of.
No wonder Joseph said he hates what he's doing. refers to his job maybe? But additionally loving to do stuff to pay back society through art4soul?
It's ironic because, it's contradicting.
Imagine you're advertising something to make the public prioritize it so badly, but it's not nessecary at all. Brand concious, main stream living will. Cheating and blinding them seems to be part of our job.
But on the other hand..we're trying to ask people to concern less on those and please be more allert on global warming... human rights... religion and belief?

I found it really hard. No wonder it's driving designer crazy. And isn't it needed to think of what i really want from art?


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This is written after the inspiring talk from Joseph. Yah, but it's just very my own opinion and thoughts. As i really think it's contradicting. And it seems to be so hard to influence all people. If we give up... who will be responsible to visualise all these issue to the public effectively? But if we keep doing... will it be just another waste of energy?




Saturday, October 27, 2007

well...

Haha, i'm so greatfull towards blogspot that i post the third one for today. BREAK MY RECORD. LOL.

Anyway... this is suppose to be a non-title post. Because, i don't really know what to talk about... and didnt know what mood i am in... maybe a lil bit emo, lil bit blank... arh.. i don't know.... Hmmm.. just wanted to type something... forgive me for wasting your time. don't read if you don't feel like.

ARH, lately was really doing quite good. I mean in my assignments... NOT to say i'm getting good grades... it's more about my attitute... I've change a lil bit somehow if compare with my last sememster... Still a slacker... but, i did follow up progress and did my job so far. and i'm doing it happily! I realized, i need to slack for a term, then regret for not doing well... SO that i will self-examine and promise myself to work harder in the next term... Then, when i really did work harder in the following term, i'll relax and infact, over relaxed in the next term which made me doing badly.... so it goes like, one term serious, one term slack, one term serious, one term slack. GOSh, haih yoh.... it means i keep making the same mistake. That's the biggest failure of human beeing... ARH, i must must must, friends and family... remind me.. i left only one term, so if i'm having good attitute this term, i must keep it up and even improve but not going downhill!!!



HAIH, today is a total relax man. i didnt do anything but waste my day. Well, giving myself a break from what i've gone through the whole week. So much happened... i need time to think it through and digest.

Well, in this case, i hate myself for thinking too much sometimes.... Giving all possibilities towards an issue and analyse it kao kao. Can i just throw it aside and let it be naturally.... ARH... my mind need to stop thinking. 

I don't know la...
do i need to conclude it?
but i don't know how la...
so, that's it la...
for the random and non-purpose post.
i just want to type, as i said.

I love MCR

HAHAHA. well, remember about my obsession towards MCR!! it never faded yet!!!! muaha, and.... the great great great great x 100 news is that......... THEY WERE FREAKING COMING TO MALAYSIA!!!!!!


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haha, So happy can die man!

Refer back to my april post ' I love MCR ' .... i did mention about this....

" if MCR is coming to MALAYSIA... gotta tell me, i'll FOR SURE<100%> go for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

HAHA, can you imagine!!!! i couldn't not!!! i don't know how to describe my feelings now... i can't find a word.... They were really really really coming!!!!! I'm gonna see Gerard singing LIVE in front of me... oh my god!!!!!!!!







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In fact, i knew they were comfirm going to Sg before this, then i thought they cancel to stop by Msia. Well, abit upset, but it didnt' stop me from going... i've already planned to go sg, which is so far, the nearest stop for their concert that i'm able to go. THEN, it's like fated, when ningli was flipping the newspaper yesterday, i was doing something else, suddenly, as if there's light or what, i saw the small little corner of the newspaper... reporting about MCR. GOSH, i straight away snatch the newspaper from ning and read abou it....

And, it's says that they were COMFIRM coming to KL on 9th December in Staduim Merdeka.... OH MY GOD. straight away... i called up the hotline they provided and get to know detail of the tickets and all.... MUAHA. they said today 27/10 will be having a launching day for the ticket selling, and all tickets will be given 20% discount just for today.! MY GOD. how on earth that i can miss this man! NO NO NO.

HAHAHA. so happy i made it. I got the tickets d!!!! YEAH, i'm comfirm going d. I'm on the train d! I'm COMFIRMED!!!! no doubts, no worry about ticket sold off... NOTHING GONNA STOP ME now... only one thing, if i'm dead before the concert. CHOI... want die also after the concert PLEASE!!!!! CHOI CHOI CHOI... no die no die... *pray pray*

GOsh, i'm so excited, so happy. Maybe towards others, it's an stupid act of dumb ass girl fans. But, haih, i don't care about what people thinks. You guys just don't understand how much MCR meant to me. and you don't have to, in fact. That's my own concern!  I've said before, I need to at least once happen to go for MCR concert in my lifetime.

hahaha... i even dreamt about going to MCR's concert last night. And, damn funny about that dream, i've got the chance to follow some video crew team to go behind the stange and interview Gerard Way and others.. SO CHI XIN. but, how good if my dream were to come true... HAHAHA.




happy birthday miss sunshine

Great, clap clap la kawans... no need to see wentworth miller everytime you open my blog la...

well, see my chatter box also like kesian, you guys punya conversation not more than 3 words, which become so short lately...

okay la, i simply update something la...

Not simply la, ooppps, sorry din din. It's about her b'day, which is on 17/10. *long ago d la.* now only free to post some pics about it....




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Well, it's quite rare to see four of us together, it's always one missing, sometimes two... So, i do really treasure every time when we could gather around. Haih, miss the secondary days where it's always us, and us no matter what. But eventually, everyone of us meet new gang of friends in life and we were not doing anything together like we used to. So, haih... can meet up once in a while memang happy la.

Another thing about us, it's really greatfull that we never change even so many years. We still keep our sampat-ness so well! hahaha, maybe we were not like that in front of new friends, but back to our gang... still the same la. SEE, we can pose like chi xin all over the place, even in front of the toilet, set timer and there goes another shot. GOSH. crazeee kawans...


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haih, i'm so gonna miss the time we were together...... Later Irene will be going off to LA for her winter exchange programe, then next year around August Dindin will be leaving to persue her studies in US, then we no longer gonna stay together... HAIH, sob.





happy birthday miss sunshine.


Wednesday, October 10, 2007

oh my god. Wentworth Miller.

OH MY GOD.

i'm melting... awww....



Wentworth Miller is way too HOT for anybody. Oh My, so freaking speachlessly... oh~ can't find a word for him... he's more than perfect... ARH!

HAHAHA. LOL

Okay, way too over, i know... but, that's true. I can't help myself not thinkin about him man. Owh... *blush blush*







This man over here had reached the highest ranking of my dream guy. He's No. 1. No longer Gerard Way, nor Daniel Wu. Muaha, he's Number One sekarang.!!!! *felt sorry for Gerard and Daniel... hmm, i still love you guys, just after Wentworth Miller. :P* I'll have to name him in all the qualification of my perfect man in the previous post. 1 till 8, it's Wentworth Miller.

Muaha, puke huh, guys. But, hell yah, i'm super addicted now. Towards him. The best part of my daily routine is sitting in front of my pc and watch him in Prison Break. Hohohoho.... I knew i'm outdated towards this hot series, as it's a 2005 series.
Yah, just started season one few weeks ago, SO?! Better still, i don't have to wait till i forgotten how hot is Wentworth Miller to contineu the season two! BUT. I'm now... here in the position where by i FINISHED season two d!!!! SHIT. Season 3 just releast until epi4... *cry-cry*

D: Time to call off my obsession towards Michael Scofield. (Wentworth Miller). Yah, i should, because i hardly concentrate on my assignments and classes... All i know is just PRISON BREAK, damn.

But, a little bit upset for the story... Because it's like never ending... It's all about thousands of obstacles, problems and walls that block Michael Scofield in his great planning of escape... But it's also fun and great to see him solving all of it. I guess that's the attraction of it. I personally don't quite like Season 2 la. Because it's so tiring seeing him running and running againts the cops. URH. And hardly see his great widsom of the plans like we used to see in season 1. But i guess season 3 will be interesting, because the audience had a clearer view towards all the character in it and how they interact with each other during the new plan to escape Prison Sona! *haha, i watched epi 1 of season 3 d! But i'm gonna stop right now, i'll wait till it's finished then only start watching and it'll be a 18 weeks more.*

The best thing i love in Prison Break is Michael and Sarah. Muaha, love to see them together, love to see how Michael cares, talks and kisses Sarah. Damn, so sweet so mesmerize can take away a girl's soul!! <3 BUT. unfortunately, real Sarah, which named as Sarah as well is not gonna participate in Season3!! Because she was pregnant. and she need to take care of her baby. GOSH, the story will goes like having Sarah dead i heard, HOW COULD IT BE! Haih, so sad fot this news man... they were so meant to be together... i hardly imagine Michael with someone else... NO NO NO!


Feeling abit lost and empty... :( No more Prison Break to watch, No more Wentworth Miller to see d... have to wait for 18weeks... owh, that's way too long la.... But, yah man, I'm on my week 5 now... and i can't keep on beeing addictive la... Need to get back in track of those assignments. HAIH. reality, sucks huh.


Last thing in this post.

I love Wentworth Miller. Nobody but him *evil laugh*


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